de wine: days in my life

点解。。

2012-02-12T18:36:00.005+08:00

人真的很奇怪，这个根本不是我想去了解，去花心机，去花时间的课题。我只是喜欢看戏，听歌，乱吃零食，喝点好咖啡，吃有味道的小食。生活真的很忙，太忙帮其他人，忽列了我做人的综指。#￥%·#￥！

我的路线就是千篇一律的态度，应该是who cares的态度，可是有时候真的有点超劳心！真的要改掉这个他妈的坏习惯！！工作超累得脚抽痉，自己给自己压力，又要面对同事，又要应付奇奇怪怪的方案，放工又怕人又怕鬼，又怕穿高跟鞋时遇坏人跑不快所以放工后换鞋，妈的就来弄死自己。心灵压力一天比一天重时，还听见友人和家人说我的工作很轻松。对，是很轻松，可是辛苦的时候这班人在哪里？？

不同的环境，不同的年龄，不同的时候，不同的节奏，就会遇见不同级数，不同阶层的人。所以很多时候真的有很的‘点解？’

可以的话，我要我的生活可以再简单点，再少点牵挂，再少点责任，再静点。

happy valentines honey ! hugss

2012-02-12T18:13:00.002+08:00

has been awhile..... well, 9 months isn't that long i guess.
9 busy months make quite alot changes in my life.

for example:
i didn't update my blog; few road trips within malaysia and i celebrated my honey birthday and his favorate christmas together * wink

i know.. i know, im someone worship the single goddess since long ago.
well, it turns out its not that bad to spend time with someone sincerely care about me, my feelings, tolerate my emotional temper, understanding why i want to be a crazy mean bitch,. the greatest things are i found a partner willing to love me for who i am and stay with me together to sort out the dirty house hold errants that drove me crazy for years.

thank you honey and i love u too crazy * wink <3

my birthday vacation !!

2011-05-12T22:35:00.001+08:00

well, been stressing out alot recently...
u guys may think, apa lah stress, kerja senang [easy job], dress up nicely in uniform, bla bla bla, hello folks stop giving me this crap talks when u see me cleaning the toilet bow with shit stains or the lavatory floors is stink with the urea from those idiot [i think im being nice to call them idiot, i should address them *loser of the b*tch !] dont do it properly/ aim direct ! our company passenger profile.... hell yeah ! incredible !! excellent A+ !!! this is why i never fly with my company when im on vacation, others airline for example EY, EK, CX, MH are my priority always!
Pre- vacation
i was sick for almost 2 weeks, imagine, i didnt report sick because i love the money, as long as i can still get up from the bed and drive myself to work, im cool ! fit to fly [so not !]
stress because i have to pull myself together so i wont feel so ill while working. rest immediately when i have minimum rest and drink as much water as possible.. and then 2 weeks later, im kindda recover but still have to be really selective on food, no KFC, no grill, no fried food. what a disaster ! and work as usual, ridiculas from my point of view.. and i dont wan to bring it up to spoil my mood blogging..LOL. i supposed to blog on my vacation ^^

here goes my vacation diary!!

i went to UK again ! yes i know, i dont like london any more unless im freaking loaded to buy branded sum expensive stuffs. but my purpose for this trip is not shopping. i go UK to visit my sweet heart ! plus i need to relax.. and i did ! and i was so lucky to get on flight with excess bagagge free of charge ! yeah ! i like FREE !

the first few days upon arrival i didnt adjusted well, im so moody and frustrated ! kindda restless crazy freak punching the pillows...LOL, sorry honey. hope i didnt freak u out with that..kekekke

few days afterwards am i feeling better.. but not so cool when we went to london, seriously feeling sick ! crowded, polluted and ciggi smell every where on the street. me no like !!

any way, i get better eventually because i have you with me, spending time cooking, watching tv and etc..i feel relax. i like.

check this out~~

thank you honey for cooking me alot of good stuffs.. yum yum !!!
and we went to the beach, it took us 5 hours on the road and we decided not to have 10 hours in total to drive back and forth. im gonna die on restless legs !
newquay is really cool, breath taking scene.. not bad actually. most important i like it because not polluted and its relax area due to non peak season..LOL.love muller so much ! i chilled it with sea water !!it took you 3 hours for the sand castle ~~ [still under construction]
we enjoyed every thing there. we spent all the money on hotels, seaview hotel !! woohoo ! llok at the view...... nice ! and the weather is kidda chilly for me [weakling stil not fully recover], and u builded me a huge sand castle !! hahhaha, i love it honey ! it's more interesting than flowers ! plus nice seafood restaurant we found not far away from the hotel... seriously amazing ! i just love it from starter to the dessert it is great !! i wish i have 2 stomach for that 2 nights ! yum yum
thank you honey i had a wonderful trip, its better than any other birthday treat before ! love it and love u ! ^^

let's face the reality ~

2011-01-11T21:51:00.016+08:00

hhmm..... how should i start on this.

i know im not old enough to talk about this, but im not young though. if u are one of my blog follower since 2006... u gonna know what's my perception towards life, people, reality and the ugly truth. so please get offended of personal on this. and big thanks to my fellow friends and families who always being supportive and kind to me all this while.

i know best what i want in life honey,
because i been through bad, difficult, harsh moment in life since young. i know how it feels, i know how others judge me, i know why they judge me.

yes, i was angry, i have alot of hates inside !! i hate those bitch on my family, i hate those stay away, and avoid my family because we were so poor and it doesnt bring any good to others if they stay close. i hate everyone who didnt help, i hate everyone who didnt be understanding.

well, all this doesnt do me any good, it make me upset and im not a cool person all the time. but im kind of good now, better i supposed. im really, truely glad and im thankful to all of them who contribute the chaos, the trouble, the shit to me instead. they're the one who help me tuned and adjusted my perception, well, books help alot as well. these people in my life, they're my true motivation dude ! and because of all these ugly truth in reality, i learnt well, and still learning. huray !! better than any thing, this is a gift from life, from God !

i know best what i want in life,

because im the one behold my own destiny.

this end up i know what i want in life, which u cant blame me. im realistic, im materialistic because i get stress easily. and of course, i dislike to have nor go through stress moment any more. just dont like it, im sure no one like it any way. im enjoying my current life, i like it alot because i work for it, i contented with my plan. life is always like that, u need short term plan as well as long term plan to have a better life, to make things work. this is what im trying to work out for the future. please be understanding.

when i met u, im glad, im happy. i want to feel good and joyful everyday.
i know its hard, i know its frustrating to stick to the plan. my plan to be actually, which i know its not romantic. i love romance too, who doesnt??? !! but i prefer to sort things out first. this is me, im a very rational and with patience, this is my way of dealing with life. i wish i could forget and dont give a fuck to every thing, and then.... what next? to commit a serious relationship and grow old together is not about the first few years, its gonna be a very long period of time. if dont give a fuck now, sooner or later the problems may or may not come back. why not sort it out now? and be a good planner?

i really want things can work out, and have better plan, make life easier in our future. i know it drives u crazy because im a rational person and it seems like im not loving, which i dont know how to re-explain why i have to be rational and patience all the time. please be understanding and cope with me. i want it to be forever, long term instead of being romatic, without good planning. thati call it uncertain..never gonna know what gonna happen, which will easily kick start my anxiety. sorry about it, but its true.

life is a bitch, reality is not romantic, so am i ~~

KFC day out

2011-01-11T21:27:00.004+08:00

am i a KFC fan?? not really, but i will crave for fast food once in awhile.

was planned to go out as a KFC day out with folks, but it end up just Linda Lee and me. well, seriously dun care who's not gonna join for the treat, plan will still ON no matter what !! hahahha, any thing when comes to food.......... im ON it !! food is my life, food always make me happy, unless its super lousy, bad taste and farking not work for money... emm, money is my best friend too. when i use my hard earn best friend [money] to get food [life], for sure i want some thing good in the end !! LOL !! so.. cut the story short................... just my excuses.

sorry for the distraction again..... hahahha !!

look at the latest KFC recipe !! and the burger !!!! yum yum

christmas 2010

2011-01-11T20:31:00.005+08:00

christmas is always my fav... well, not just christmas, i love all festi season comes with food treat, yum yum yummm. heheheh...LOL

christmas is just around the corner, me and the gals decided to go out for movie at one of the mall in the city which i can get travel by train then steamboat buffet for dinner !! wohooo !! finally guys and gals ! that's one of the MUST EAT from my list.

look at the christmas deco.... NICE !look at the slice beef and slice pork... woooooo !!thank you gals for the day out, i had fun... reminds the fun day out back in kuwait. xie xie !

on christmas, we had family dinner at Malacca. the place i always love to go. but the traffic was fuck up ! hmm.... no problem to traffic, as long as i have my steak waiting for me....... and guess what??? it wasnt that good, ans the service suxx like hell.. hahha... never mind, never mind, just another not so nice restaurant in my little black book.

and some lovely gift for the gals ... thank you bin bin cousin for helping out too.and big thanks to sweet heart honey for 2010 christmas gift !! been craving for this for a year !! love u baby !

APU's belated birthday party

2010-12-05T04:08:00.003+08:00

aahh.. first time celebrate apu's birthday back in MYS after a year.. well, i dont really always there for the gals on their birthdays.. hmm, because i duno why.. LOL.

here goes.. hang out at Pavi for chardonnay sinn, then makan makan.. while waiting for apu. as usual, never on time. so let's eat, im freaking hungry !

FREE drinks from the restaurant ! pretty gals only ! nahh, yin the manager is our friends. hehe, where the hell FREE in the world. not in my dictionary !

since this is a colleagues' day out... most of the base crew colleagues attended, because miss olive said wanna party like a rock star ! hehhe..* winkdoes any of the gal look like rock star to u?? hahaha .. bet only miss olive and apu they both drunk at the very end of the party... farking hilarious ! thank you gals, i had fun seeing u gals wasted !

i heart this picture because ikhlas the gay is pretty entertaining that night !!

thanks and i'm really old for parties i guess. my body aching, legs sore, back pain and... im the freaking oldest in the group !! but~~ who cares !!! i love my life now ! *wink

de wine's 303th post @ blogger

2010-11-16T17:08:00.002+08:00

Woww !! i didnt know i can write that much crap a.k.a non sense out of me !! GOOD Job to myself since 2004. * wink

no worries guys... i will still keep on writing or may be crapping till Blogger kicks me out of here.

thank you guys for all the supports when im at my worst and good. appreciate that and god bless.... [and when the hell im so polite??? !! hehhe ]

Halloween party @ changkat bukit bintang 2010

2010-11-15T15:32:00.002+08:00

its Halloween people !!!!!

never celebrate this before.. hmm, i meant never participated. except the house masqurate party in 2007 ! it was crazy.. * wink

any way, it was a plan with the gals to trash the club.. woot woot !! so happened that the mobile car company had some sort of concert. and look at the crowds, seems like having a street party... weee~~ and i was at werner's checking out the crowds from far..LOL. check this out..nurse with big boobss !

my fello a.k.a crazy chicks.. by the way, the gal is having quite a potential porn star look...LOL !!

i had fun gals.. thanks !!

6th stop : Nice @ France

2010-11-10T22:36:00.007+08:00

when talk about this trip.... gosh !! farking hassel wey ! have to go thru alot of shyte wey due to this Jib** strike at france !!

the flight back to london got cancelled, and we have to think about another route to get back london instead... F@rk !!! missy wu been planing and headache about it... keep thinking and non stop thinking which is the best for us to get back to london, and i can catch flight back to Malaysia ON TIME !! farking hell, i wish i have more annual leaves !! $%*&@ $#&

done with rome and heading to Nice !! wooohoooo ! although haven sort out any thing at all !! hehehe

finally !! NICE !!!! view from the room... damn cool ! i like ....^^ good morning sunshine !!! and not so good for us because have to waste farking travelling time to easyjet couter at the airport to sort things out... 2 days in a row wey !! ok ok..... chill trip chill trip...~~ applying EQ EQ high EQ.

went to the airport.. things kindda sort out. i was acting pity and empty [which is true] to the ground staff.. hell yeah ! i didnt expect flight cancellation due to their stupid strike, unless is due to weather!! other than that, fuck not gonna accept any shit explanation !! any way, she consider helpful bacause she pity us...i guess. LOL !! ok, can spend one more day in Nice and get on the flight a day after.. COOL !

and jom !! let's go meet Mr. Paul for coffee and snacks ! * wink
done with PAUL.. let's go carrefour. visiting the supermart is a must survival skill for my wallet every where i go. unless, i dont have other option. bought lots of food and drinks from there, it cost us 72 euro for lunch !! missy wu love those yogurt so much, i would say that she is in love with them all. heheh, trust me, i smile or laugh every time when i see her with her yogurt ^^

here's the great, awesome view along the stoney beach. not sand, small smooth stone ! spent some time taking pictures and checking out the gals and boys... so not !! nothing except birds and stone ..LOL

i love this picture !!

here goes the 72 euro !

relax for awhile then we went to the town... as usual. wander around and check things out. and we are damn good in wandering around. and im a little lousy at stamina, farking tired and almost kick start the anxiety..LOL !! appology to missy wu about that, didnt mean to stress u up.

on the way to Eze village. a very old area i supposed and perfume stuffs. it was bit late when we got there, and thank god on one thing. the bus driver is super cool, so caring !! both of us seems VVIP passengers to him. he was helpful, and seriously, i had some laughs and i appreciate that. thank you mr driver ! god bless ~~

at Eze village

night view at the bay..hotel was so far away !! we walked and walked and then,, let's go dinner before i can make it there..*wink

great dinner !! i enjoyed it and missy wu just happened to introduce me a new tool for mussels ! farking funny ok.. and thanks, i will remember it for ever !
french people damn nothing to do wey, strike ON ! public transport JAMMED !!

it screwed the monte carlo plan big time ! it took us 6 hours at the station instead of the usual 40 mins journey to Monte Carlo the F1 GP place i never thought of im gonna be there. well, its a good experience though.

the entire vacation was good. thanks to missy wu to make that happened !! see u soon, xoxo

5th stop : ROMA

2010-11-07T14:52:00.014+08:00

well, well, well...... done with Venice and heading to Roma.

and guess what?? train tickets sold out, not until the 6pm train. which.... it's may be just 2, almost 3pm in the afternoon at venice. hmm.. ok. missy wu and me can chill at the square for the time being. which i prefer this way, my legs really sore from day 1 of my vacation !!

and finally, the train is about to take off... wohoo ! another 4 hours. and i was wondering who's gonna be our seats partner later..? well, let's see !!get on the train and.... the fare to Rome was shocking...but, well, that's the only option we had. what so ever.... just a little 'wowww' for the tickets.and this is what we prepared for the journey... merlot !! and snacks of course. well, just wanna relax for this long journey. and....... , met a couple from UK. to be honest, the husband is HOT !! hahhaha.. so sincere plus his smile is so breath taking !! yeah,yeah, i know u guys gonna judge me again. but i dont give a damn dude !! i like him..LOL !! they get off at florence and we had a few laughs, which is cool. nice meeting u guys !! or may be just the husband..LOL.

Day 1:

tar dar.... at the Rome terminal. and then 10- 15 mins walking distance to the backpackers hotel we booked. hmm, why backpacker?? hmm, at first i just want to experience that and it says only those below 40 years old. and this 40 years old really a very strong attraction...lol. just to prove myself im still under 40 ! LOLthis is a drawing i drew while checking at the reception. look how patrotic i am, a malaysia flag !! MALAYSIA BOLEH !! sial wey !

DAY 2: a very cool cafe latte..nicely done ! thank god for it. had enough with the lousy ones..

pic that we took together... lovely ! i like..

pasta with mushroom, missy wu love it ! ~~the wishing fountain ~~ i had a simple but greedy wish !! wish come true babe, i need only 5 years at least !! please ~~please ~~GELATO !! yum yum !some incredible land mark !!waiting out side the restaurant for this 'wierd dish' as follow. by the way, the shop owner is cool, we had this house wine and ham for FREE !! i like this magic word !and non stop walking after that... althought there's bit drizzling, but its all good. and missy wu must be fed up taking my pictures due to my fussy-ness. ahh, i dont care man ! i will not visit Rome that soon any way..must have some nice pictures.love the above pictures ! and the following ~~ i will not interested how long i spent time for this...and Vantican just there, muahahha !! we walked the whole ROMA... know wonder i cant feel my legs that night !! dinner time !! looks good though, well, it's NOT !! so not !

Day 3:

Vantican !! Sunday mass, look at the queue !! look at the crowds inside Vantican. we woke up early at 8am LT just for this special event.ok, done with the pictures inside Vantican, and we saw the Pope too. mission accomplished ! Let's eat ! makan, makan ! hehehe~starter...what !! sword fish !!

GOOD BYE Roma !! i miss you Gelato !!

6th stop : Nice @ France

4th stop : venice

2010-11-06T21:44:00.007+08:00

here i come Venice!!! this is the place i always heard my friends talk about.. i must go, no matter what shit happen !! LOL

well, before get on the train, i went to collect the baggages and miss wu go for tickets. and guess what... i was so worried i lost touch with missy wu, farking hell, scared the hell out of me. really dun wan to go thru that !! i was worried and stressed out ! and finally missy wu appeared....phewww !!!

get on the train finally !! so excited !! [and not so much later...lol]

due to the stupid ticket system, she has to go back to the ground floor to get it... and we didnt get it verify !! can u imagine that,, almost get fined because of this. but any way, we both same and sound.

ta dar.......... venice !! but its kindda late, get the chance to go for dinner and that's all, no night life ! its a relax and quiet place indeed.nice seafood pasta !!!

and of course, mussels is my fav !

and coffee in the morning...then we spent whole day wander around venice for pictures..... so dead ! but it was worth it for the nice shots.as for this freaking pictures.... i have been waiting so long for the boat to pass by. and so i can take a good shot with the lover's lock..LOL, god damn it !!

next stop : ROMA

3rd stop: MILANO

2010-11-06T20:38:00.003+08:00

flew in from ibiza... took bus to milano. and pufff... im there !!

well, milano for me is.... awsome building for decades.. and what else??

ahh, here's the duomo.. and lots of black african con freaks all over the place.. !! i hate that !!

and of course,, wander around a bit for food and ic cream... and what's this behind me? not sure dude, no idea ! just for the sake of picture, it's digital !! LOLand of course... ice cream ! gelato !

next stop : venice

2nd stop : IBIZA @ spain

2010-11-02T18:14:00.007+08:00

went to IBIZA..... finally !! but then hor................ the party season habis, and cant stay near the beach due to crazy wind and such. other that this... every thing is just fine.. hahha, i had fun, enjoy the cold weather. well, athough im in my tube dress. but its ok, still can manage. just love the chilling weather !! wohoo.

the sky is blue and clear... love it so much. relax and quiet due to off season... left the old folks hanging out with 2 chinese asian chicks...lucky them !! LOL

can be relax wearing casual, dun have to bother any one on the streets, take pix when ever i want and of course... with the sandles.. hihi. it got worn off in Nice.... sorry for it. but its ok, i have another pair of sandle to back up.. muhahah.

im excited when im at the airport...

then go straight to restaurant for food... the waiter is cute by the way.. but the so call spanish food suxx... ok, may be only this restaurant.

the beach next infront of the hotel is in a mess. was heavy rain yesterday...

the next day wander around the old city..... cool !! and exhausted, spend money on coffee and food without thinking twice on the first day... which is a bad example.

checking out the street's name on the map

damn it.. how i wish the party season was still going.... it must be extra fun fun fun !!

but its ok.... can always come back for it..

next stop : MILANO

vacation_first stop: london

2010-10-31T17:53:00.008+08:00

just got back from my 2 weeks vacation.. which lucky me to get into london earlier than expected. thank you everyone for making this happened ! thank you Malaysia airline ground staffs [ although u are really slow, but took the efford to print out my ticket, thanks ], thanks to the crew onboard, and of course thanks to the pax sat next to me moved to other seat [ which i loved to occupied 4 seats by myself ], thanks to the UK custome not holding me back at the counter [thanks to my current job] and of course thanks to missy wu to spare me half of her bed. appreciate that baby !

and of course, we went party ! MAHIKI is the place i always wanted to go during my europe sector to london. woohoo !! im so farking drunk but belle couldn't tell, not until i asked her to help me to refresh yesterday memory..LOL !!

we went wander every where in london city for a bit, nice coffee, dessert, lunch and dinner. yum yum !!

i had fun of course !! with lot of bruises due to clumsy me... but who cares ! hehehe..

missy wu fav cofffe shop,, and now mine !!

damn nice latte !

french lunch..

italian dinner at jamie's..

wander around the city.....

and tower bridge at night !

next stop : IBIZA island

read up...

2010-09-22T04:09:00.002+08:00

i do have short term memories...
i dont remember every thing any more !!

thank god i do blog, else, i missed out so many things. good ones and bad memories too.

and... hehehe, and some what surprised too !!

i didnt know that coming.. is that really cool or not?
well, from my point of view. just some fun with friends though since some gonna visit during Oct and Nov. why not though. so i wont be that bored. ^^ damn, im evil !!

good chat with the gals... !!

2010-09-22T03:51:00.004+08:00

hell ya ! i missed u gals very often, im serious, dont freaking think that im joking. when i say yes, it means yes, i do ! hahha..

how nice if we all stay in the same country, and catch up with each other once in awhile for coffee. ^^ well, at least this is what i thought of.

yeah, kidda stress out because sleeping pattern jammed !
and emotionally.... still tuning ~ no worries, im good at it. when im not doing ok, i will buzz u ! come save me !!

as mentioned, and being honest too. * wink
i knew what's going on with me. im just too bored all these years..LOL

hope to see u gals often in MSN, and it was fun chat although its very short. i felt like im back to the old days but with more non sense topics.

LOVE u baby belle ! and see u both very soon Eu. * hugss

my new toy !!

2010-09-22T03:47:00.004+08:00

well.... didnt get to indulge myself like before on material stuffs. any way, im all good !!

at least i get to travel to more places instead after i back to Malaysia..

here goes my new toy !!

tar- dar !! love the colour !!

chinese mid autumn at City Park @ Seremban

2010-09-20T19:42:00.004+08:00

its mid autumn again, moon cake, lantern and candles is some thing we used to have in my younger days. what i see now is.... um, still the same, but the flavours of moon cake getting its vast varieties, which means, extra costly ! thank god im not a fan of moon cake, else im screwed !

starbucks moon cake... cool ! but i prefer the traditional taste still.

yeah ! you are right. im a damn old fashion old lady... heheh ^^

and the traditional lantern turned into electronic lantern with annoying music played non stop. Hello !! this is supposed to be quiet and ppl enjoying the view and moment ! damn it, shut it off !! well, this is just all my inner madness, im glad i didnt let it out loud and scream at the kids parents. LOL !! but, seriously, WTF is wrong with this parents now days, giving the wrong ideas to their children. i bet 70% of the kids now doesnt know why its called mid autumn festival. they know best now is going to the mall during school days off, talk like an adult, dress like an adults too. Hmmm, GOOD FOR YOU. im serious ! and the rest of the remaining kids, be good, be safe and be healthy then contribute back to the community. wishing u all the best here.

some stage event was going on too. and im not so interested, i wonder why it turned into bit political speach. hmm.. give me a break man !! enough is enough !

wander some area at the park with Linda Lee though, its nice mom, thank you for asking me out.

here's some pix i took at the park in the neighbourhood.

at the lake side,

ok, this is still the traditional lantern, but instead of oil lamp at the inner part, they changed it to light bulb. to avoid accident. ok, what ever, serious.

the stage performer and kids playing candles,

some fun during Eid weekend

2010-09-19T20:38:00.008+08:00

well well well, ramadan is over ! actually nothing to do with me. ^^

went to the city for some weekend fun day out, as in going to Zouk again with the Uni mates, stay in door for some drinks and craps session and Japanese lunch buffet at Raku Zen. not that bad huh, yeah, at least some thing than staying in the room since its Eid weekend.

hmmm. where was i last year? ! in kuwait ! WTF !!! LOL.

any way, im in Malaysia this year, now is the moment i love and appreciate !

hakka rei char at the curve , yum yum !

at Damansara, DJ Fong on the play..

Rawang steam fish at Kota [serious not nice wey, wonder why ppl rushing for it, im so not gonna visit this restaurant ever personaly. so many nice food out there !]

at Zouk partying.. where were the rest?

yeah, Uni mates damn smart, stand and watched others to approach me with their lousy pick up lines. well, im still keen enough didnt crack these player with my mean demeanour ^^

at Raku Zen...

Eid makan at Bandar Putra

some what quality mind restoring moments...

2010-08-23T16:45:00.002+08:00

i'm so emotional by having this cup of coffee right now. damn ! i miss some of u out there !

my mood getting crazy after the weekend. and why is that happening? some of u know me damn well, may sense what's wrong lately... well, i may say : It's the weather again ! *wink

been reading and watching some sort of mind restoring stuffs. and of course went out all these while, thanks for the sweet hearts for their time. umm... sweet hearts, nah, not so much actually. ^^

books: been saying the same thing over and over again. and its really truth, the ugly truth indeed.

sitcom: keep the fishes on the hook is the classic relationship game. womenizer.... well, as long as the players hot, or damn good player with not so hot looking. this is so interesting wey !!

outing: umm..... same old story. nothing much to mention though. but i had fun, thanks. and no thanks for next up coming event any more with certain people yooo !

sunday show with the mates

2010-08-19T02:04:00.007+08:00

after yesterday freaking exhausted party session, i got to wake up in another 5 hours to meet up MR. the great to do him a favour which he already pre-booked me 2 months ago for his graduation show.

so, i was on my way to MR......with all the hassel and getting lost of directions...well, it's all good. at least i reached the venue, finally !!

every thing was in a rush, messy and run out of time !! bad time management MR. !

took some pix during the mess session... these gals are mean, i like them already !

although with this crazy mess, u still made it MR. and i'm amazed although u didnt get to finished every thing and it still look normal. muahahah !!

congratulations on your OUTSTANDING course work babe ! proud of u !

and THANKssss for making me look gorgeous babe !!! love it !

2nd week of AUG_phuturing again !

2010-08-19T01:37:00.006+08:00

once again.... party with the gals. and too bad DJ fong not available last week, he went party in another country instead.. hehe

was a little late for the party, due to some lousy lame excuses. well, she is so black listed fron now on. finally get inside the club and the crowd... was ok. frankly, i noticed there's a age category difference now. i'm damn old for the guys when they try to fish me, and they're too young for me to say OK ! muhahhaha * F@ck !! there's only one thing they said that make me happy... i look younger than my real age. Thanks !! * wink

here's the gals..
my ex- pharma kaki..

the strangers...with my friends

any way, did had fun with the group. and i'm glad to erase some of the annoying memory from the past [my dress memory]. thank you everyone ! i'm happier now and i've moved on bit.... gonna be more good news soon ! just wait for it everyone !

awesome night !

2010-08-12T17:24:00.006+08:00

wow..... since been sustained and had nothing much to do back in Kuwait last week. the gals planned to go out to trash the club ! I'M ALL IN !!

but it turns out crap, gals wanna postponed the plan.. im fine with that. because i'm going to the clun with my Monash hearty piesss any way ! as usual, the 3 crazy kids ! we decided to invite more friends instead. i called others 'Monash party alumni' to join in, and miss E called our home town gal with her cool friends. and of course, we met some others regulars at the clubs, omar the guy met at bali, liyee with the friends at work, nicole my colleague and some new found friends.. awesome ! i felt im back to party at london ! im not kidding..cos i applied i dont give a damn mood that night ! *evil laugh

the ozz team player.. i like the spec dude !

Monash party alumni + medical rep

the members....

jeremy the dancing queen

and thanks ....! hehe

alot of laughs, hugging and piggy rides going on..... non stop drinking too, but not me. i'm not even tipsy, just bit tired due to dancing and talking. by the way, damn the fat gal on heels stepped on my toes, OUCH ! even my heels got blood on it ! crazy heels !

party's over and let's go home to get some sleep ! love the night and thanks every each of u to restore my mood !

refresher 2010

2010-08-12T15:21:00.006+08:00

well, went back Kuwait to renew the flying license. i must say, its pretty well going ! huray... huray... i see u Kuwait next year i reckon.

a week of total 100% myself and the silence back in Kuwait. seriously, i miss that part of my life just a bit. its just mind free, i do what ever i want to, i dont have to please any one any time. i do wat ever i want, when ever i want to. well, alot shit things back then. but, most important is i dont live i Kuwait any more. but i dont mind to go back for refresher course once a year, i meant seriously, ONCE a year is more than enough.

met some of my main base colleagues. we went out for food, non sense talk for couple of hours and................. shopping ! every thing is on ON SALE !

sakura @ crown

pink berry @ avenues

UNO @ avenues

hard rock @ marina bay
time passed just like that in a week, theory, practical, aviation safety, residence, crew management certificate, civil ID.. etc. CHECKED !

let's go home !

cameron highland 17 july 2010

2010-07-20T23:11:00.004+08:00

just a short trip with family to cameron highland.. which is not that fun. im not allowed and restricted to so many things.. FUCK u man !!

well, its not gonna happen again with the nagging folk.

serious wanna yell and say : HELLO, vacation !! farking hell no more work stuffs ok !! talk about food, talk about when and where is the next desti to visit. that sounds much better !!

and thank god its just a short trip ! and its within Malaysia. no farking way im going out the country with not fun people ! farking hell killing my mood !!

any way..... its all good. once in awhile.

here's the pix.. tea farm, roses, corn, strawberries and food of course. wat's else with Win Khoo !
steamboat !! yum yum !

ok, i see u in another 5 years cameron highlands.

BALI

2010-07-14T14:56:00.004+08:00

life getting fun.... wohoo ! i love Malaysia, proud to be Malaysian, and i love my job too !! * wink

went bali for 4 days just to rest my mind, and of course wanna to hang out with the gals.

really love those just me, drinks, books and the beach or may be pool boleh jugak. i dun care, i just wan to go out and rest my mind, stress free vacation !

didnt go every where at Bali, just spend most of the time at the pool and beach, and of course...... at the parties !!

how about the crowds??? ... hmm, serious dislike it !! alot crazy freaks all around the places. but i had alot of fun with my own friends... which is very cool !! hehe, non stop laughs and crazy jokes ! thank you gals and boys ! and im so tanned !!

at the beach... sun set !

apu's giving me a ride.... almost kena accident wey ! driver's at bali macam sial !

the surfer boys !

at the parties !

another week with quality moment

2010-06-29T17:19:00.006+08:00

yipee !! nice and relax moment overall.... i dislike hectic schedule though.

met some good people while i travelled, which is good for me. just make things simple all the way. thank you strangers !!

the alcoholic bull dog ! heheh

and thank you everyone back in malaysia as well as bell gal from great britian [*wink] !! hehehe, gosh! missing u aroud bell, thanks for phoning in and it was great !

here's some food .. and drinks !

most and never forget ! thank you sweetie !! every thing was great, thanks for the night out, chats and quality moment ! i love it and i do appreciated every thing although its complicated some how.. i duno ! haha * wink
very nice olive !wonderful night ! im totally drunk !big breakfast... means very big portion of breakfast ! and very nice latte....

it was good to see you dear, im gonna miss u again ! xoxo

world cup 2010

2010-06-29T16:09:00.003+08:00

world cup ... sounds good !! weeeeeeeeeeee !!! more fun time with the old school boys !!

been going out for the match ! wat exactly i meant was .... for a drink ! and more craps !!

busy wit d i-phone game !

chinese mid festival 2010

2010-06-14T15:30:00.005+08:00

its the mid chinese festi season again... !! wau ! means more food inside the stomach !

look at this..... the whitey burner is already 30 years old ! my mom used it to boil water when im still a new born baby !! now they use it for soup and etc. heheh, good job whitey !

and the chinese traditional wooden shoes... anti-slip !

and the kids now days...... cyber cafe or wat? ! and my elder cousins with their games !

and finally..... ta dar !! the chinese dumpling is ready to serve !!

then we went for dinner... a.k.a father's day dinner ! hahah, i love this deep fried pork knuckles !

rose on Ee birthday

2010-06-14T15:24:00.004+08:00

another nite for wine !! are we getting old or wat?? alcoholic... hehehe

thanks for the wine..and happy birthday miss Ee

char kew tiew sdn. bhd.

2010-06-14T14:41:00.003+08:00

hahaha... so nothing to do at home sampai nak main masak masak !!

here goes my version of char kew tiew. damn oily ! else gonna be sticky !! enjoy the pix.

can't be bothered or wat ?? !

2010-06-05T04:54:00.006+08:00

hmm..... when my mind is clear and rational. i started to think all over again about wat just happened for the past few weeks.... or just a year before.

seems like im the only one being soooooo free to keep in touch first. take the first move to pick up my mobile, start sending sms to friends i love, or like. emails friends or who ever !! well, actually i think this is not about im had alot FREE TIME to do it. i do it ever since.... long ago. not just the couple of years i work in a boring country. if u think that way.... u are farking wrong !

im just appreciating friends, around the world. this is why i do it all the time. its not about when i free then i call or text. excuse me, im very very busy as well ok. im so busy with my errant, im so busy with my books, im so busy with my online games, and im so busy with not doing any thing to rest my mind and body. why should i waste my time doing all these??? " win, you are a crew, and u are free to do all these." Hell yeah !! is that so??? this is because i appreciate our friendship, this is because i care !

okay, fine, very well. i wont bother much too. i will still care for those appreciated me like how i appreciate them. atleast i have some love back from them, i will just call these group of friends. the rest........ i have to let u go slowly. i know this is sad, but, i think i should love myself more than keep hurting my own feelings.

i would say: im sorry, i cant be bothered too, just exactly wat u did to me !

please go away and get lost immediately !!

28 May 2010 @ wine party

2010-05-29T22:14:00.006+08:00

wohooo !! long time didnt get to hang out for wine drinking session.... ahem, actually i meant didnt get to drink wine with some one after i back from vacation. well, miss Ee finally back from her vacation and brought wine !! NICE, i suka !

well, we know each other more than a decade, of course we scolded each other when we get furious and mad ! as well as help, care and support each other from time to time.. which is cool enough for me ! thanks for the understanding.. i appreciate that, thanks !

so, cut the crap short, we started with this...of course other than just drinking and drinks.... we do crap alot non sense. some thing that happened or happening to both of us, about work, life, and families matter. by the way, we dont really gossip much ! hmm.. ok, may be once awhile, but i cant recall when was the last gossip. do u miss Ee?? things that non of our biz, we dont really give a damn. * wink

look at the mess... this memang look like a chill station. hehe then we continue with white...we took a pix...to remember.

CGK may 2010

2010-05-29T20:39:00.003+08:00

this is so so sweet ! teh manis gilar !

budak gilar !

thank you gals for the dinner !

thanks gal

2010-05-29T20:14:00.004+08:00

a day out with u gal. thank you for coming to Malaysia.

i had fun that day, although its not a cool cool place to chill for a drink. but i'm still fine with that ! as long as we had fun and nice talk whole day where ever we were... heheh.. nice to see u again ! and talk soon gal !food !! yum yum !

some where near the hotel for a drink @ KUL

saturday night out with home town buddy !

2010-05-23T23:02:00.004+08:00

it was kindda fun to go out with friends from home town... although we always duno where should we hang out after dinner...LOL. seriously not much hang out places in seremban as compare to KUL and PJ !

any way, we went some where finally for a drink and entertainment to kill some time.

drinking at the pub.... just for a drink ! * mr. chew is just right at the corner
2 more good looking kids..... hehe, mr ben, glad to see u around and u too lawrance ! and stay longer in seremban to lepak please !

thanks for the karaoke night ! i love this pix ! wat's with the pose !seems like we still in school u ultraman ! heheh

MAY 2010_ dangerous bangkok

2010-05-18T23:22:00.003+08:00

yeah, i went bangkok lately. but i came back a day before they burnt central world. damn !!

basically every thing is fine at the area i stayed. Nana soi 4 is the place i stayed. well, the armed police and army is just around the corner.. seriously i dont find it scary. at least not that extreme on malaysia's news.

any way, i did get to visit some places i never been before, relax and enjoy myself as much as possible. except those crazy disturbance from mom snooring. god, i cant take it ! and i forgot my sleeping pills...LOL

here's the pix.. enjoy !

armed army !

beer !

smoke seen from the hotel..

floating market !

panic attack in dubai 2010

2010-05-11T17:48:00.009+08:00

burj khalifa, the tallest building !
view from burj khalifa

hmm...... why i still got it on vacation, although i know wat's going on.

good question !! and i have a simple answer for it.

this is because i didnt fool around for long cos im tooo concentarte on it. get a little committed and didnt expect the real look of the... reality. hmm, well, its pretty ugly, i know ! i almost forgot wat i have told myself 4 years ago. kekek. yeah, im getting old ! and bit suffer from short term memory lost recently ! ^^

well, im pretty well adjusted actually. but... since have to deal with sweety. i have no choice since i cant prick all the bubbles !! that's why i got a little panic when its so, so quiet. so nothing to say, and with the look of distraction all the time. sms, calls... excuse me! since we already talked things out abit, but not all [cause i dont want to prick the bubbles]. shouldnt the moment we spend together should be just plain fun, enjoy it and chat and joke normal???? fuhhh, sighh.. i guess sweety didnt know i can take such high stress level and still can make fun of it. just like wat i did with Obelia via sms/msn.

hehe, thanks babe. i miss u gals and cant wait to see u gals in real. being truthful, bitchy and being understanding help to create a very strong friendship bonding.

emm...... to be honest, im just wanna be good to myself. since i decided to see u, so i say fuck every thing, i just wan to have fun. but, it doesnt mean i can get the 100% fun out of this. sighh !! may be its my mistake to make this visit , should i say: im sorry? yeah, i should. and thanks for every thing, and the short trip. the gals say thanks too, very nice area to hang out ! *wink

after all, things sorted out 70%... and the rest. i dun give a fuck, as long as i ady told u wat's in my mind ! im not supposed to tell u wat u should and wat shouldnt do. try it, and fell it and experience that. we are adults, aint no kids playing sand. hmm, but serious im glad u are understanding and didnt get furious. talk soon sweety !

this is all because of u, malaysia. hahah, sorry i put the blame on u !! but it is true, im no longer fun in this department...being cosy and became a stay home kid makes me feel im such a boring person. wat the hell !! i need some fine adjustment.... tune it back a bit like before ! ! im supposed a gal with positive thinking, charisma and energetic ! and im still farking young !!! heheheh !!

another unruly pax

2010-04-30T20:14:00.003+08:00

goshh ! i almost want to shout at the unruly pax onboard.

i wonder why such stupid idiot, bastard, sick psycho live their life as a priest. and how he get his license?? !! done he feel ashame to become a unruly pax??

every thing was ok, but the drama starts when the seat belt sign ON. hell knows wat's wrong with him !!

i passed by the cabin to check the pax while collecting the head sets before i can give my side for clearance to zone responsible. pax at 25C, very nice !! he kept his medium luggage in between the vacant seat next to the aisle. hmm.... its farking not allow ! for those read my blog, u guys should know this is so wrong, its all about safety issue. so, im politely asked, is this your luggage?? he said yes. ok, i continued, can u keep this bag up, its not allow to keep this here due to safety issue. he replied: OK !

ok, fine, i walked from the front to the back again to double check the pax whether they fasten the seat belt and no obstacles blocking any where, and then proceed by collecting the blankets. hmm.... the luggage still in between the vacant seat. i looked at him and said to this fella cos he may not understand me just now. excuse me sir, can u please keep the bag inside the over head instead??? guess wat, he started to shout at me, WHY ??!!

because its not allow, due to safety measurements.
WHY !! with his finger pointing at me and yelled to me again and again WHY WHY WHY !
im not fighting with u, i just want u to keep it inside the overhead bin.
NO, U KEEP IT !
[WTF!! but i still clamed and talk nicely] i can assit u.
NO, U KEEP IT ! finger still pointing at me and said SHIT ! to me..... yeah, very well manner, i know.

i looked at my zone responsible, i told her this pax doesnt want to cooperate. she's trying to tell him the same thing, and he went crazy and shout to us, the whole cabin was looking at us.
hmm, actually out of the curteousy me and my colleague can help him to keep it up. but since is started it first with a really discomfort and rude way... ok ! let's report it. wohoo !

'excuse me sir, u dont have to be so rude though. im asking u in polite way and this is not wat i expected, respect yourself and others'

well, my colleague she went and told the cheif about it.... and im still at the cabin, switched to the front row. this uncle memang too much though, he still scold like no body business. sighh.... its really pissed me off. when i tied the plastic bag, i looked at him and said : Thanks !

after im done with the blankets.... where is the cheif?? ok ok, lemme go to the front myself.

cheif, this 25C pax is very rude, i guess if its possible, he will spit on me since he thinks im not supposed to ask him to lift the bag.

finally the cheif went to him, and another man came forward and said he is sorry to me, must be some misunderstanding, bla bla bla.
excuse me sir, u dont have to be sorry, he is the one should say it. by asking him to keep the bag up seems very clear message. wat's about the misunderstanding.

hmm.....and while he talked to the cheif, he was rude as well. oh come on !! give me a break, u call youtrself a priest and just visited israel summore !!

any way, cheif gave him a shower and me as well, ok, that's it. and.... i really dont care whether the cheif wanna believed him or me though. im so ready to draw attention to make him look bad, and im already pretty ugly once he start shouting at me. im a flight attendant on board to do my job, not your maid/ slave ! be nice to me, i may be the one who safe your life after all.

the way back, cheif was picking on me during the service. thanks to those pax again, right after i served them meal on their adjustable tray, he switched his seat to another aisle. so he left his tray on his seat, and make the lady next to her holding up her tray and tried to unfold the table. and bad timing, the cheif just arrived and saw it ! with her serious tone, "can u help her to unfold the tray?" very very nice timing!!!

she called me and asked, why u served the pax their meal tray on the hand, not on their folded tray. sighh............... i explained wat happened and i think she still not ok with that, but atleast she smiled. and i think im gonna be so screwed! hahah

well, i know these are small issues, but with this kind of pax profile.... i can only say: i love my job ! ^^

some reading....and some of my own

2010-04-30T19:25:00.003+08:00

well.... i dont really like books. but i do like to read once awhile especially when im in the transports, when im waiting, when i want to improve my knowledge from time to time. basically, u may say its pretty bored than fashion mag... yeah, i think so. but reading books can kill more time instead, i would carry it for whole month in my bag than a fashion mag. any way, both are good !

reader's digest is the latest small and convi reading material i carry in my bag.. still ! cos i try not to miss any page. heheh

so far, this article catched my attention. "i'd rather be chained", the authur is a frequent flyer due to his job. this time he wrote about how he felt towards some one who's jealous and said 'it's better than being stuck at a desk'... well, the following is what im totally agreed with him. enjoy it !

'actually, no. in your office cubicle, u have 1.6 square metres to yourself. in my economy class seat, i have 50 square cm and half an armrest [which has to be fought for]. you have a computer on a desk; i balance a laptop on a rickety tray the size of my forearm. folks move freely in the office, if anyone near me makes the slightest movement, my coffee flies over my lap and laptop. you can take a break and walk around, in the cabin, the only door leads to instant death.

if u want fresh air, you open a window. the only thing i get to breathe is the recycled gaseous emissions of 160 strangers. at night, u get 2 pillows, a duvet and a full size bed. i get a cushion smaller than my head, a blanket so thin you can see thru it and a seat barely tilts. you get to sleep next to you spouse. i get to sleep with 160 producers of the gaseous emissions monetioned above. in the morning, you are gently woken by bird song. im woken in the middle of the night by flight attendants frying my retinas by switching all the cabin lights on. '

travel and work are different. my version is gonna be instead of 160 pax, i have more approximately 272 + 9 crew member when its full load on A340/ B777. i dont even have a meal tray, most of the time i rest the meal tray on my lap if i wan to eat, else i have to stand to finish my meal or drinks. i have to serve the pax and evaluate by the in flight manager on board through out the period when im still in uniform. pax will accused, blammed me on their own mistake, faced and deal with unruly pax from time to time. and the most fun part, on board manager may start picking on you cos they have doubt on your explainations. and u may get reported from time to time, and more explainations to carry on your day.. etc. you get dry skin due to flying, so you have to invest alot on skin care so u wont look too dry with wrinkles... and full make up worsen your skin, and some times leads to sensitive out break, pimples, black heads, acnes.

any way, i love my job though because it helps to pay off my study loan and some new toy.

futher more..... please dont say stupid things to me again if you know nothing about me alright? is that wrong when i know how to enjoy and indulge myself plus get myself a little bit of fun out of this lovely job?? i work hard and i deserved it ! please be understanding.

miss belle wu and missy Teik Yo

2010-04-28T17:11:00.001+08:00

booo ! guess wat ??

i was chatting with missy Teik whole night via MSN.. almost !
so so so funny and lots of OL !! baby, make sure u gonna have a good life ! u deserved it !

miss belle, baby gal... we miss u alot ! u are so funny when in games ! i still remember the clip ! * evil laugh...

those pix at the club, at the karaoke, at the street, at the restaurants, all reminds me about LONDON and u gals !

thank you missy Teik brought me to SOHO ! walked me to the bus stand for the mid night ride back to Heathrow. and all the funny stuffs !! never forget ! PLUS thanks for the wine ! the shorts ! and beers ! and all the jokes and games !

thak you belle gal for the meals and japanese sake ! i felt so warm cos i tasted Malaysia when i dont get to go home due to crazy duty pattern [ i meant the food !]

love u both alotsss !! * hugss

last, you J**** Ivan Teik, check your missed call !

my BD celebration @ MYS

2010-04-22T18:34:00.003+08:00

last week was my birthday.... hheh, nothing much about it, cos didnt celebrate.

birthday eve and the following day i was on duty, mid night duty summore.

im alone with the uniforms and luggage at the airport.. hmmm, well, its not alone alone, there's a bunch of strangers with me at the airport to celebrate. woohoo !!

its pretty crazy though, i went to McD on the eve, and KFC the following day. my colleague and friends damn sarcastic and wishing me not to get pull for the flight... %^&*($#, thank you guys, this is for u all !! hahahhah.

brother fee came back and we went for early dinner before my duty though, thanks !!
sorry to monash frens i didnt get to attend the pre- BD celebration. just too lazy to step outside the house. summore miss crazy wonderful was telling me wanna have a post- BD celebration, so let's decide late sweet. make it before or after my trip to BKK.

im a little confused.....

2010-04-22T00:11:00.002+08:00

why so??

im not sure coming back malaysia is a right decision any more...

of course, there's good and bad every where, no where is perfect, no one is perfect, as well as nothing is perfect !!

yesterday was chatting with my dear missy, talked about every thing, every situation, every possibilities, every out come, every thing that i would face if i changed every thing from now on. and im no longer that daring compare to before, this is all due to the commitments and responsibilities on my shoulder to myself and my family.

if i go, of course, i will make a big differences. but i will go back to the life that i had 3 years back. if i stay, i have nothing extra but every thing back home with everyone. i hesitate because i cant think good and for this situation, im no longer a good decision maker. grrrrrrrrr.... wat should i do to myself???

what i wanted most turned out not wat im expected, or may be expecting. things changed faster than wat i planned. with this current situation, i should be contented. but im a little greedy... but i dare not risk for it. because every thing is unsure. mr x and miss y will not stay, and wat's the point after all. i dont wan to be alone again. im so tired to be alone in the room 24/7 after duty. im tired to date mr dell although he is my soulmate. i dont want to feel depressed and emotional weak when i fall sick and i still have to craw to the kitchen to get a glass of water or make myself a light meal/ snack.

been thinking alot, and high lights a few important points. although im bit know where is it going.... but when i think twice or more. i dont have any conclusion, and wat's the point i stay although i wanted to be in Malaysia soooo much before.

this is really killing my brain cells, am i giving myself tooo much pressure???

the realistic malaysian in malaysia

2010-04-15T19:02:00.003+08:00

hmmm.. nothing much besides troubles from ppl around me. which i really hate that !

i like to be peace of mind, no problems, no troubles, and please dun get me involved too. im just a normal human being, a little ant on the earth ! im no one !! so , please leave me alone unless u are sincere enough just to go out chill without motive. thank you and appreciate that !

human being are complicated, my experience was not a great great fuck up issue, but it still mess up my day a bit. no doubt your friends, your cousins, your relatives, your friends that u dont even see them once a year want to get some thing out of u due to this competitive world. ok, understanding, i know u want commision, u need to hit target. just tell me in advance, dont let things happened and im the last one to find out from mail services. dont u think this is a little bit heartless and unfair to some one u know?? i wonder why small money can turns them into such.... grr. i duno how to express it in words. oh ya !! small small money can become big money !! any way, i felt that their heart and soul has been smoked with money.

and, wat i noticed too. they dont commited to their work any more. no more job responsibilites. come on guys, improve it, improve a bit ! i didnt expect u do do others good for extra, i just need u guys to be a little job responsible, and do your work. dont give other troubles and frankly speaking, i dont think others will be that kind to complete your work as well.

im a little frustrated and disappointed seriously. i dont need u guys to be good to me, but please do a little respect and fair to others.

belle belle at RAKU

2010-03-23T18:30:00.005+08:00

hmm.. has been awhile didnt update my blog.. sorry bloggers, im bit lazy, seriosly malas. just dont have the mood to do any thing i guess.

so used to not doing any thing and life back in malaysia seems very busy though. i wonder why so.. time passes very fast although i just stay home for food, games and movies.

yeah ..... im showing off !!! wanna punch me now?? ! heheh

well, belle's back during chinese new year. we decided to go for jap dinner. and which is not bad but.... i wonder why i cant eat much now days. my appetide is low.... any way, we gals had fun and talk non stop as usual.

here's some nice food...and this is the sake she flew 14 hours all the way from london..

starter..

and rojak...

belle stay over to have slumber party?? hahha, yeah right ! but no party, just gal's talk.

nice to have u back belle, i see u soon i supposed.

pan's

2010-02-27T13:13:00.005+08:00

it's the gathering day again during the chinese new year.

went to the restaurant for 8 course.. or may be 9.. forgot ! i just makan, makan and drink only. that's my task of the day... plus a little bit of 'blow water' kekke !

we started with this... which i dont really like the taste....but who cares, its a gathering !!

along with the food....[some of it, which i sempat to take pix]

then some pix with the pan's family !! then we back for ben 10 gal's birthday cake..! happy birthday to u gal.

chinese festi deco

2010-02-17T18:12:00.004+08:00

i do like the deco at the mall when there's festi season...

this is the deco for CNY at mid valley.. didnt get the chance to take others.. damn malas after the christmas...

here u go.. i look it from under, so i can see the dragon flies... check this out.this is from de second floor

babi bakar party on chor 3 night

2010-02-17T18:06:00.004+08:00

wow, the weather was freaking hot !!

but it's ok, since it's babi bakar party night. heheh

well, just an agenda by brother fee friend's gathering for CNY.

and i did enjoyed makan and minum again... and some pix taken by others camera..i like, i look good in that. i hope u guys gonna send me the file soon !!

here's some from my SONY!

some from CANON

thanks for the babi bakar.. im having sore throat now !! damn it !!

chinese new year 2010 + V day

2010-02-17T17:29:00.005+08:00

its pretty cool to have chinese new year and valentine's day fall on the same day in 2010 !! dont u think the same?? i do like it... hehe

well, i spent most of my time staying at home with family and relatives.

makan, minum and tidur... this is how i spend my days usually, and why not doing it during the CNY.. hehe. the weather is freaking darn hot... better to stay home than going out for visiting.. well, u can always do it after then sun is down..good idea !!

told mom im so not gonna step out of the house for the regular visits,,, except on the day she need to go back to granny's place. so basically, we just stay home till the weather not that crazy and then we go.. LOL

here's some delicious food prepared by step-uncle's wife from china, new member for lee's family.

which i can only have it once a year....... and some they have it few times. which is why im not the top fav grand children. so, mrs. khoo, dont expect me to do any thing extra ok, please, i insist !!

and some thing really pissed me off and i must share !!!

listen cousins if u are reading this...........

when im about to leave granny house. my richie rich aunt in- law left her phone, so im kind enough to keep it and gonna hand it to her.... guess what !! my grandpa he asked me at least 3 times ok, 3 times. is this your phone??? are u going to give it back to your aunt?? hello, excuse me !! me and my mom not your fav kid, doesnt means i will take some thing belongs to some one right? !! we have pride ok !! and do i look im pretty poor although i came from a farking lousy poor family? and do u know me all these years actually?? !! i paid for my own farking education !! i dont need this farking phone, i can buy any thing i like for myself, i can afford that !!

***sighh... of course i didnt do any thing stupid.

instead of all the inner OS, i looked at grandpa, i said calmly to him, with no expression on my face :" yeah, im gonna give it to her later, dont u worry. and good bye [see u next year]." then i walked away.

so, on the second day of CNY, i get this kind of.....shyte stuffs. yeah, u can say im way too sensitive.. wat ever u wanna say man. i just dislike the way u reacted. or may be i should just leave it and let aunt in- law go back to get it by herself next time.

any way, happy chinese new year and happy valentine's to all of u !!

party with ex uni kaki

2010-02-17T17:17:00.003+08:00

was quite a while ago i went party with miss e and mr fong together with his colleagues. sooooOOo, its time to update a bit about the outing.

any agenda for the outing?? hmm, nope i guess. just wanna finished and open a new bottle of whisky, that's all.. LOL

nahh, here u go to make sure u and the VIP in the pix.. hehe

as a regular kaki to this place... nothing much to talk about, the crowd is always the same. but as long as im with my friends, i enjoyed it. i had fun !!

thank you gal and boy !

curry puff day !

2010-02-05T21:15:00.004+08:00

well, im not good in making curry puffs... in order to kill the bored mood and time. i decided to do some thing fun !

the eitire session is lenghten... but its ok, i just wanna kill time.

here it goes..

curry puffs with eggs inside?? yeah !!! u are right !

but the taste not so nice though... well, i will make it better on my 2nd attemp soon !

hehe.. and fixing the edge was total disaster for me... thank god mom help a bit on it and im still working hard on it..

tar daaaaa...... nice to see, not so nice to eat though. because there's alot left over on the dining table ! sob sob *

preston's wedding @ 31 jan 2010

2010-02-02T11:57:00.006+08:00

deng deng Deng DENG !!deng deng Deng deng..... [lagu kahwin, use your imagination bit folks.. heheh]

my dear friend Preston, my primary school mate since standard 3 got married on last sunday... to be exact, he has his second wedding dinner at bangsar this time. thanks for the invitation dude, appreciate that !

FYI: i seldom attend wedding dinner, seriously ! this is my........3 rd time attending fren's wedding in my life so far. 1st was 7 years ago, and 2nd was chocolate's [brother fee ACS kaki] and preston, u are my 3rd !! hahha, yeah, u can say im anti social !!

woke up damn early...around 0730 LT and reached Preston's at 0815 LT . hahhaha, yeah!! i stepped on the gas and speed all my way from rasah kemayan to taman blossom.

took some pix once i reached and a big hug to preston... congrates dude !! so im gonna be a.k.a brother. called him wat colour should i wear once i woke up..... which is black and white ! OK boy !

went over to the bride's and some games going on.....me just watched!! hahha, totally not helping.

preston's OS: brother....tolong cooperate sikit, im still out side the gate !!

by the way, the sun is out !!its UV radiation so sooooooooo crazy !! kill the sun please, some one ! let's fast forward the games and every thing !! and finally, they're done and cam whoring again... heheh, as usual.

here's the pix of the 'hing dai' brother gang of Preston.

time to go back home !! and get some sleep before the dinner at bangsar !! tick tick tick....kill the time !! it goes tooo fast today! LOL

evening..........

this kid ......... soooooOOoo cute !! * preston's nephew

it's was awesome to meet mrs. Lee. my primary school mate. totally didnt expect to see her here with her mr. Lee. well, i guess we were the only primary frend attended his wedding.... yeah !! we were ! kekek. so the whole evening, me and mrs. Lee got so many catching up session....gossiping, ahemm... up dating to be exact !!

mrs. Lee and me !

congrates preston and thanks !!! its was kindda fun.. and let's do it again !! Ohh, HELL NO ! hehe.... u such a fun lovely kid !

30 jan @ cheong sum

2010-01-27T14:46:00.006+08:00

i went for this cheong sum event just now in the evening...... hmm, i can only say experience counts. and im totally suxx ! hehhe

im totally like an idiot standing on the stage, i dont even know how to post, how to walk good, or where should i look. damn disaster actually !! any way, i didnt expect to have all these in the beginning. fren was asking me to join, then im kindda bored, so i said ok!! mana tau this OK memang back fire me gaw gaw !!

i have to remember the so call easy steps, and i have to walk solo, answer ONE question ! which im totally don't want that. hhahah. when i remember the steps, i forgot to smile, when i smile, im totally carried away... serious blur. this shows not enough training and experience !! my hair.... doesnt look good, and my heels...hmm ! i duno wat to say. just disaster !

any way, i had bit of fun. just for the sake of chinese new year fun time, another kind of experience for me, which is cool i think.

here's the pix.... and will up load more later.

wander at PJ @ Saturday 23 -24 JAN 2010

2010-01-23T17:08:00.005+08:00

i went to Damansara again !!

hmm, just don't wan to have the same routine weekend. this week abit different because i went to concert with senior!

on the way from seremban, im GPS-ing how should i go there... loading loading.

let's go through bukit jalil, then kinara high way, let's check out the place ! i love that area because i stayed in BK !! wohoo, my fav A&W root beer float just around the corner! and still there !! plus hypermarket and new gas station is up, wau !! betul that much of ppl go buy stuffs?? any way, suka hati dia orang man !!

finally i reached damansara perdana !! via sunway, LDP then ta- darrr, im here !

lepak awhile with friend then we hit the road again !

chinese dinner before the concert.. yum yum

pix inside the surf beach...

then chilled with kaki's at sunway pyramid then supper !! which im not involved.

the day after that, im dead !! so tired, just wanna sit and rest on the couch whole day ! but my fren from the north going back so, hmmmmm.... i dont have other choice!! so we went dinner and chill again.. heheh!

duck breast pasta

salmon with baked potatoes

green fren @ apartment

@ library

any way, i had a wonderful weekend. thanks to my monash kaki !

double WOW !

2010-01-23T16:14:00.002+08:00

flight going CGK and coming back to KUL is... busy ! but it's ok, i like this flight !

turbulence, bumpy is common, but i still don't like it much. it makes me drowsy, pening sangat! but this time bit floating.... i was expecting air pocket already ! first thing in my mind, SHIT then F@CK ! im so so so scared ! so afraid i will bang myself at the ceiling else cracked my head inside the galley else....fractured my bones??? i heard alot from others, so im bit tense! i quickly secured the box and wanted to sit down so much!!! hehehe

it happened twice in a row, damn stressed !! although its normal, but i don't like this kind of feelings wey, siapa suka.. hehe, although its fun!!!

just about to sit at aft jump seat, but chief announced over the PA to take the station... #$%^!@#$ !! means i have to walk another 50m.. k i can do it and will grab the seat if any thing emergency situation. muahahah.

thank god, no more shaky, no more bumpy, nothing ! piuuufff, relief !! and we landed safely like always. good job captain !! clap clap *

sweetie, u are so funny !

2010-01-21T22:46:00.002+08:00

sweetie, you are funny and practical, this is why u are still my fav !! and im your best ! ** wink

thank you for restoring my positive mood after u told me some ridiculas stories of yours. muahaha ! its nice, really nice ! thanks for sharing buddy ! i love your stories, always some thing new. which i cant tell wat exactly wat's going on in my blog ! sorry for the regulars.

u are my stars in my eyes dude, its all about fun stuffs, laughing and lovely crap talk.
u are smart and cute looking [ahem !], frank and truthful, kind and generous to me.

well, dont you think this good character makes alot gals throwing themselves to you?? to be exact, hot chick ! hell, that's every guy's dream. guess some of my guy friends will salute you and admire u like mad !! but u chose not to hang out with any of them, because you tooooooo affraid i guess. and its true wat u told me, absolutely agreed with you!! they're looking into some thing else instead...

besides this, thanks for the time dude. after that fight, i noticed you spelled T-I-M-E for me as a friend. i do appreciate that because you're seriously busy. busy busy bee, which i dont like it alot before. any way, it showed you really care this time, which is good.

so, let's hang out soon, i see you in May 2010 !

time's running out....tick tick tick

2010-01-20T18:07:00.004+08:00

since a little depression case and some sort of cultural shock going on lately..

but i rebounced back again. feeling all good now, may be bit sakit hati. it's life !!

well, wat a waste of time thinking wat happened and wat went wrong? nahhh... i dont have time for that, tak kan every time is my problem duhhh !! after some statistic calculation, analysed, and conculsion ----> im no longer matching the chinese malaysian evolving perception.

some thing i noticed lately...

1. they talked alot, but they dont do it nor apply.
2. they act cool, but they dont think cool enough,
3. they are stingy unless they want some thing in return, of course there's some generous kid. that's why i still like them! hehhe.
4. they're dating the very normal, plain and flat gal to carry their gene.
5. they want a hot sexy plus smart gf, but never consider them as candidate for wife. because they think its too expensive, difficult to handle/ manipulate.
6. they complain about their normal, plain and flat wife after marriage, because its too bored to hang out. and wish to have a out going, cool and steady FB.

so, wat u male species want exactly??

as for me, sigh ! another failure attempt!!! well, i know life is unfair.

any way, i have to say thanks to this gentlement which didnt waste each other time much, although its our first date. heheh. it's consider well mannered instead of years baru bye bye though. seriously, i do appreciate that! so keep in touch dude.

time is running out here, because life is tooooooooooo short !!
no time to feel bad about it !

yeah i still care....but it was before !!

2010-01-19T23:47:00.007+08:00

was chatting with my sweet heart gal. update her bit my recent routine.. hehhe.

come on, we gals will talk about it once a while, instead of seeking doctor sakit jiwa [psychiathrist], i think friends can help me out bit. which is FREE of charge.

after pouring out.... sweet heart told me not to be upset about it, because it happens all the time among friends. things comes around goes around, karma... etc.

well, i did not get depressed that much after a great story cum motivation talk. and i think i should start reading my books again... those books on the racks and some new books i bought lately.

alright, again Win, tell yourself this: only those who knows how to spell

a-p-p-r-e-c-i-a-t-e
s-i-n-c-e-r-e
c-o-u-r-t-e-o-u-s

thanks gal ! i see u soon in Malaysia *hugss

visiting brother fee @ Malacca

2010-01-19T16:00:00.005+08:00

rushed to malacca for the food again?? hahha, no.. this time for food, souvenior plus fee's future commitment. which is a good start for him, congratulations!!

when the task completed, we went to jonker street...my fav area!! we walked and talked and of course we ate some of the nice food here, plus drinking!! wohoo, i like to kill time this way.

pix of jonker....

some where we parked the car.

chicken rice ball... yum yum

cendol... lagi yummy ! with thick and sweet gula malacca.and some curry chicken on noodles..strong santan smell !and have a beer at the beach side.. NICE !

wat a wonderful day with beers... hope to do it again soon !

day out with V

2010-01-19T15:23:00.007+08:00

busy busy weeks......till today still kindda occupied ! although its tiring, i rather have a busy week than a death bored weekend. guys u should know why since u, u and u are regulars here.. heheh! *wink

V came to malaysia for couple of days, so i tried my best to bring her to nice places. thought she doesnt like PJ, the curve that much, which i dont know why. she still prefer the day we hang out at Luna and of course KL area, pavillion and jalan alor for the food.

well, frankly speaking, when strangers talked to us, its all because of her.. no matter we are in the lounge, at the cafe... guy! this is discrimination.. kekkekek!! well, thanks to her, i get to know a group of friends from the state, DC. they came here to attend their friends wedding in malacca and then fly off to phuket, singapore and tokyo! wat a wonderful trip! heheh. NICE

here's the pix...

the chinese deco behind... i like !

nice cocktail....

yeah, i know, its kindda quiet that night.... but its a cool place to hang out.

some street food after the cocktail session. just me and her enjoying the food.

3 months already..

2010-01-16T03:25:00.003+08:00

i've been home for 3 months.... which is cool, this is what i wanted most for the past 3 years. tetapi..... well, i don't know why i have this question mark now. why i have this tetapi ahh.... hehheh.

let me recall back what have done so far.....

stayed home most of the time,
cooked at home instead,
went out with uni friends on any possible occasions,
hang out with colleagues once in a while,
of course checked out the clubs, lounges together. wohoo !!
went movie with mom and cousins some times,
went dinner at cousin's,
went out for a drink in neighbourhood,
went out with some new friends,
went to singapore to visit eugenia, johannes and of course bao bao cat..

well, i did try out alot nice food since i love food all these while. hehe

and.. how come still got tetapi huh??

......nothing to say again

2010-01-13T03:46:00.003+08:00

life is such........ i dun have a good one to describe it.

i had fun... alot of fun this couple of months. of course alot of shyte moment tooo.

i want to write this down to remind myself when i read this later.

just be nice to yourself Win, no one will do u any fav or good except some one close to u. how many times of heart sick threshold in your phase of life?? dont waste time doing silly stuffs which no one gonna appreciate u. to be exact, NEVER!

kill the expectation and kill the hope now, i meant immediately !!

wine and food @ weekend

2010-01-10T04:14:00.003+08:00

went over to cousins after my first jogging attemp... heheh. shocking huh?? its pretty cool. i will post it soon about the area i went to jog, basically on the swing for 20 mins. kekek

well, once im there at cousin's, the big wine glass was filled with alcoholic grape juice. nice!! and this wine is totally awesome!! i LOVE it!

and crap talk as usual while appreciating wine. and some nice supper as routine. deep fried pork knuckles again! wohoooo, so crispy!

didnt take the group pix, just able to catch these 2 cousins, the rest were so busy with face book games, gilar addicted!! ok cousins, i will start the facebook game now onwards, so u will be way behind my level. heheh.. muahahahha!

kwan in KUL

2010-01-10T03:49:00.002+08:00

one of my fav senior crew was here the other day.. wohoo!

didnt get to bring her to every where. hmm.. at least we hang out at the lounge, some nice coffee shop and snacks..

hope to see u again dear, glad that u are here.

visiting old time buddy @ SG

2010-01-07T16:03:00.003+08:00

went singapore for couple of days... just to visit long time uni mate eugenia and johannes together with the cats tooo. bao bao fatty! *kiss

took a flight and this lady on the flight she ady get into my nerves..... seriously i wan to give her some back fire, but..... chill win, she's just an idiot!

i was in the cabin while boarding. since its pack and everyone was busy to fix their luggage in between. so i waited pateintly and stood at where i was at the aisle. this lady, hmm.... lady is too much for her, should be babarian more exact! well, she moved from her seat with her ugly male partner to let the window pax to get in. and she's so ego and some thing like she's very class and air asia and others jatuh her standard. *memang wanna slap her hard!

ahemmm. since im there infront of her, i waited and looked and waited before i move forward. this babarian she's sooooo low EQ. i guess she wanna lemme know she's talking about me, she's so sarcastic and she said in canto : hang la, diuu, mong met lan. [a.k.a move bitch, wat u looking at??]..... seriously i was shocked by her, heheh. i looked at her and i looked at her male partner....fine i keep quiet! im so wanna say this to her male partner this " i think your gf very sick here (pointing at her brain). sighh.. in order wan to have a stress- free flight, i think i can swallow this. gurpp...hahahhaha, she's so not cool, putting stress on others too, i bet her life is suxx and thank god mine is colourful!!! wooohoo, i love my life!

finally, im in singapore, met jo and eu at the MRT station then headed back to their places at woodlands. which i can say, bit far but its ok, i just wan to hang out instead of shopping and touring. well, basically singapore is a farking boring place instead of malaysia. one PJ area already can beat!! and the food toooooo. love u alot malaysia, although u suxxx! LOLmy fav cat, bao bao!

jo new breed baby fish... so cute!

and chilling while crap...

day 2, planned to go out early and hang out at the heart of the city. wahahah, but turned out, we stayed home till evening. we go straight to steam boat for 2 hours and then back home. we had chicken soup and 'ma la' for me. that's cool, SGD 20 all u can eat! although that's the only activity we had for the day.. but its ok, i like that, relax and chill than rushing and running! stress aku!!

look at this, jo ate all these crab! the crab will go extinct because of him! hehe

day 3, we went to zoo. why zoo huh? wan to go there because we went there in 2003. and its good memories, so we went and hang out a bit instead of the shopping mall which i dont really wan to go for this trip. we walked and its farking tired! ahhahah, seriously our stamina not like before, im feeling old cos we dont exercise that much now days. wat a shame mann, those elderly can even walk faster than us now!! hahah

2010 celebrations

2010-01-03T19:20:00.006+08:00

where to celebrate althought i dun have days off?

ok, lemme sacrified my rest, i can do it after the party and rest for 4 hours for the flight. alright, i had decided and now i should call friends to go out with me. muahahah !!

thanks for mr fong, the new year organiser. the plan was great ! but it wasn't that cool when we reached the venue. @#$%^@#$, u guys, dont force me to be mean on the 1st day of 2010 alright??? it's a little annoyed thought. but to be a cool chic, i remind silence and i just go with the flow, dun wan to spoil my mood for this silly stuffs.

u guys will agree with me when u read a bit futher...just stay with me.

supposed to go japanese cuisine at still water @ hotel maya. but.... need to wait. and some of them doesnt want to have good fine dinning...sigh** i thought we were agreed to have it good, and go luxury?? why changed suddenly?? ok, ok, fine.

butttttttttttt we ended at....

with this dinner, its a total 90% cheaper than the original planned jap cuisine * thanks for telling this, so my mood is much better!! hahaha

with my over dressing code, which really silly and ackward. never mind, i can take it. cos i dont have other choice !! u think im in a good mood too when i realised im gonna have my dinner this place?? ** adjusting my mood. be cheerful win, smile smile.

then, we went to pub. guess what? every one just went off when the bill came. WTF!! and i'm the one paid for 8?? very nice !! i have nothing to say. because im not the only one doing this, im seriously pitty you*

when at the club counter, gosh!! it happened again!! fine, i just want to go inside the club and fuck every thing now! hahahha.

any way, i had some fun, and met some old school friends at the club.

happy new year everyone!

thank you gals and guys...

2009-12-30T03:17:00.005+08:00

hmm... wanna say thanks again to those always with me. especially those in MY list, online chat buddy as well. xie xie !!

serious i do appreciate what u guys did for me lately, although can't be with me in real, but it's good enough to have u gals and guys chatting with me..

well, as i mentioned to some of u, my recent social life turns out wasn't that cool. but it's all good now. u know me, i rebounced faster than before. basically every time the down cast moody chaotic depression emotions subsides rate getting higher. i was pretty amazed actually. emmm.....may be i'm getting used to this kind of situations?? hahahha, damn rotten luck i guess. but it's ok, i know GOD is testing my patient again and AGAIN. ^_^

and, u guys were right, and still truthful !!
i memang heart sick when i do good to some one. being caring and lovely plus courteous is totally a fool. [umm, or may be not.] my heart serious cracked this time, and mentally stress out for this silly reason. hahaha, i'm pretty sure it will crack again cos i always soft hearted towards certain new situation. hahah, so basically i learnt from mistake and the same mistake won't happen again. hmm, but for new situation.. hmm, i'm not so sure. may be i will kena again.. LOL, damn it!!

grr.... i memang treasure friendship, too bad some are not. i can't do any thing about it right? since i already did my best. may be some of u said i should try harder. frankly speaking, i did! those they always with me, they understanding. that's enough for me. love u gals and guys. or may be guys.. heheh.

thank you all for restoring my positive thinking and perception by giving me tons of compliments and support. which i dont feel that bad and lousy any more right now. and thank you too say my EQ is improving and getting into next level. love that alot.. kekke. love u guys! both of u are great and steady ! *hugss

christmas 2009

2009-12-25T19:23:00.004+08:00

well... im on duty during the festi season. eg, flight on christmas, kuwait standby on christmas, jakarta standby on new year eve and flight on new year !! hmm, but it's ok. since i dont have some one special to celebrate with, go on duty better. at least i still have the chance to hang out with some gals and university friends, which is good enough. i'm willing to sacrifice my rest to go out have some fun and of course spent quite alot.. heheh, im helping the malaysian's economy !!

i went party a day after chrismas, actually i dont mind much, as long as i have hang out kaki with me. so we went to some nice club with cool music down town.

here's the gals...

and i met my fav colleague/ friend from company. so happy to see her at the club with some others !! she's lovely and such a cool attitude i ever met. hehe, ok, u can say i like her because she's my top party hang out when i have JFK and LHR flights.

i had fun that night gals.. thank you all for this unforgetable night before 2010 !

chinese festi

2009-12-24T02:00:00.003+08:00

it was 'guo dong' the winter festi for the chinese in china. and now us every where in the world.

so, since so nothing to do, i decided to make the glutinous rice ball with the gula malacca for a bit. yum yum

here goes...

by the way mr fong, how's the taste?? u better appreciate that.

a.k.a pre christmas celebration

2009-12-24T01:30:00.005+08:00

went to PJ to meet my dearly fellow friends.

other then the massive traffic.. every thing seems good! the christmas deco still up to standards and i always love it! hmmm... so romantic!

christmas deco at the gardens

christmas deco at mid valley

well, went korean dinner and met chin and his wife. unexpected seriously, thought he went back taiwan for his career. but its good to have him for the dinner, thank you guys! the dinner was good.

joined another friend for a drink for second round...ahemm, to be exact, alot of beers. hehehe. every thing is good, had a good night out. thanks again!

and nic, my dear. thanks for the lunch! really thankful and good to see u again.

christmas deco at the curve..

soup of the day.. tomato cream

chicken fillet for nic

and salmon wrapped for me

im enjoying right here, right now

2009-12-19T21:37:00.004+08:00

emm.. rainy days? yeah, i know, this is the season.

dont feel like going out, exactly. and its not that fun to go out any more i guess. but i still love the music and party life.. hehe. too bad... not much chance of doing it though. why so? because every where is the same mann, same culture! dead bored!! i miss the lay over party life.......grrrrr!!

thought of comin back malaysia can regain my social life...hahah, damn it man, seriously not wat i want from wat i have planned! sitting at home to write my blog.. hahha, i duno i should laugh or some thing else. cry?? no, not going to do that. NO NO NO.

some times when i checked my phone list.. who should i call?? married, married, got gf ady, this one busy with bf, this one busy with kids...basically NO ONE. hmm, i think better stay home. and hmmm.....from i see now, certain friends seriously not sincere, they come to you is to sell u some thing, else they wil not give a damn to me after that....and for certain.. hmmmmmm. sigh, i duno, life is cruel and we are in a realistic and material world. so...better dont expect so much!

well, so lemme enjoy my time alone, eat good to love myself once a while, and also be damn cheapskate when i wan to be frugal. LOL. buy some thing a little bit expensive to indulge myself when i wanna love myself more, and be stingy on myself when im a little broke.. hehehe. and go movies or some outing when i feel like it with little cousin may be......... and wat else ah? emmmmm.....just go with my mood of the day!!

call me if u have problem with that, hehhe !! wohooo, i do enjoy my life right now although its a little boring.

lunch and movie with missy

2009-12-16T22:37:00.005+08:00

woke up early for the early birds movie at MBO seremban. well, i thought it's gonna be cheaper, who knows it turned out IT IS NOT!! hahahah... walt disney Princess and the Frog still new new, so wat so ever! i wanna watch it!

my younger cousin miss veronica is with me today since i booked her in advance. i have to, else she gonna be some where i guess. so it's bett her to do it before some one does. hehheh.

we went lunch after the movie, and....... hmm. wat should we eat?? this is a very serious issue, i duno where to eat during this hour, especially afternoon. all the nice food is either morning, else evening. when im about to cracked my head, i thought of temiang! yeah man, the noodles shop i love to go, my all time fav at Seremban. it's so yummy and delicious, although its a little warm... hmm, i dun care. i wan to eat that noodle tikus!

when approaching temiang, my heart is pumping hard... why? because im so affraid that old lovely lady will take a day off again. was praying so hard for it.. please please please!! thank god for it, it's open! wohooo... hurry, park your car and grab the chairs! no kidding, i love their noodle tikus very much! it's just NICE, 10 points from me! and hope it will maintain it's quality for the rest of the years.

and thanks ya cousin, spent time with me for food, movie and grocerries. appreciate that *wink

PERKHIDMATAN PERGIGIAN SEREMBAN

2009-12-09T12:09:00.005+08:00

u will not believe what i just did this morning. i woke up damn early to save money, and of course, im malaysian, im entitle to get this benefits from the government so i need to try it out. at least once in my life.

since so nothing to do at home and i already planned to get rid of the upper wisdom tooth. i decided to go to the government dentist clinic. instead of paying 500rm, i think this is much reasonable. hmm, although im there at the clinic for two and half hours.

basically they dont provide u napkin, no mouth rinse, no pain killer, no antibiotic, but the cotton for u to press on the wound. and plus, they dont have time for u, i cant even be mentally prepare for it. down on the chair, check check checking and checked, then asked u wanna do extraction?? yes, doc. then straight away injection to numb the gums..and waited out side for 10 mins.. since i know no more mental preparaing outside, i have to do it at the waiting bench. BING...my turn, damn!!

down on the chair again and that's it. less than 20 sec the winsdom tooth was removed. doc u damn good, serious! i said thanks and paid rm2 [rm1 for registration + rm1 workmanship, bit unbelievable isnt it??

here's the proof.....

may be u guys can try it in the future instead spending so much money on private. and do remember, if u are malaysian, u are entitle to get this kind of benefits. dont always complain and just bullshit, go and try it out, if u are not sastified, call the customer service to complain. so u will help them to improve, help others and yourself in the future too. dont just sit, listen to what ppl says and comment/ complains.

in conclusion... i think governement hospital or clinic service is not that bad, just they dont provide u every thing for free.. and that's for sure. i dont expect to have the accesories for free.

as far i know, u can try out the government dentist clinic.. and no comment on those GP at goverment hospital yet.

another fried day out !!

2009-12-08T19:18:00.004+08:00

wat's the best in life except money... i guess its food! never disappointed you, NEVER! especially good food!!

nothing to do this afternoon so......... me and mom decided to fry some shrimp's cake.

just the basic ingredients... spring onion, chilies, onions, flour, eggs and a little bit of salt and shripms to decorate the top part...

so here it goes..

start with the basic ingredients...............and mixed it manually, dead tired!!

then fried it.................damn hot due to the hot weather and i was doing it at the open area at the back!

and dad knows only eat and commented not salty enough, excuse me, i think thank you would be nicer! any way, i volunteer to do every thing all by myself... just to kill time.

very nice..!

2009-12-03T03:01:00.004+08:00

hmm.... serious i duno what to say, but i still feel like writing it down.

my mood just turn from normal to slightly up set.

well, basically im not a sweet hearty gal for others. im just me..!

what really up set me is no one bother to take me serious. and took me for granted again?? yeah, im not some one, im not popular, and most important, im not rich enough to make u be close to me....that's really cool!! i have nothing to say but i will note it down, to remind myself dont have to be so nice and trouble myself to help others again and again like an idiot!!!

no point doing it any more, and u guys ... please, when u see me, dont have to say hi or do any thing nice to fake it alright, cos im farking fed up and felt irritated about it.

so good day and good luck!

cant stop eating..

2009-12-02T20:45:00.005+08:00

fuuyooh! basically i started eating once i woke up at noon.

the traditional favorite nasi lemak with eggs...for breakfast. well its a good start ^_^

3 hours later back from errant....again, sambal ikan bilis with thai fragrant white rice, and of course egg with soy sauce plus shripms with 'tou geh' vegetables. so delicious!!

and another 3 hours, mom prepared asparagus with shrimps... what!! LOL, ok, let's eat!! and its served with the chinese ginger alcohol 'giong zou' with egg broth!

sorry guys, i didnt get to take the pix.. wat a waste!

but............dont u worry, i took the pix of the crispy spring roll po piah snack i prepared! woohoo! NICE.. yum yum

so, just 8 hours i had 3 meals and light snacks....well, this is life back home! home sweet home!

breakfast + lunch with cousins

2009-11-29T23:35:00.003+08:00

went out almost whole day for bak kut teh breakfast and tea lunch with cousins.. nice day out, aku suka!

here's some of the food pix...... seriously no time to take all the pix, cos too busy makan and talking with cousins.. hehe.

bak kut teh @ klang, yum yum!!christmas deco at time square....and tea at krispy kreme

tau fu..... my fav!

oyster mushroom...... seriouslt taste like fish!

soup in the pot......

home cook chicken rice

2009-11-25T19:06:00.003+08:00

wau... didnt get to sleep good yesterday. but it's all good, thanks to the magic pil and i slept 5 hours straight to noon.

prepared myself.....tick tak tick tak....30 mins later im at the town, checking my loan balance from bank. and updated some sort of routine basis. then bought nice lunch back for parents but myself... nahh, just dont feel like eating lunch since i ate plain bread a while ago.

rushed to the kitchen and started to prepare ingredients to cook chicken rice and sauce...my first attempt...LOL

here goes the preperation....

the fried onions and garlic were ready...

done steaming....

and tar darr...............dinner is ready!

mrs khoo part 3 - are they strangers? or you mom?

2009-11-24T13:22:00.007+08:00

hmm..... every family has their difficulties, this difficulties may include financial crisis, family violence, work pressure as well as disappointment among family/ families member.

months i have been hearing mom told me about her families, some issue about the usual gossip, family's properties, asset this and that. things about what my granny, my uncles, aunties as well as relatives even since she went to relative wedding dinner last weekend with cousins. LOL.... what a speed update sesion for mom.

well, actually all these wedding occasion, family gathering during chinese new year and meet extended families member once in a blue moon or once a year just to update and greet each other. and glad to be there and see everyone still healthy, laughing and so so....

some shocking news i heard lately was about the grandpa will. well, nothing much to comment, since mom and us not his fav. but should we or shouldnt we be nice since we never make it to his fav list. as far i know, we or not those crappy shyte*. at least still up to standard level.... hahhahah!

basically, the whole thing is just unfair towards others in the family. as i mentioned before, althought mom is the first child in the family, but we are not the fav nor popular due to.......poverty. ahhah! and thanks god we were!! so..... so, u will know if u ever been through the stage of hell! seriously duno how to put it in lines when i talk about them. speechless* sigh

atleast we are blessed, mom brother fee and me is good enough, still healthy and kicking! the rest, i really dont expect any thing from them. because they always dont look up on us any way. money money talks all the time, showing off and such, bla bla bla. as long as i see them, i joke, i laugh, i talk nicely and that's it!! no thanks for the rest alright! bye and good day!we are contented with wat we are having and all these issue i will just treat it as a live show going on, sit back nicely and watch, listen and observe. i do what i should and ONLY!

to be franks, thank god those relatives has been treated unfair, they're having the same mind set though. we are not those greedy asshole, nor calculative personalities/ mentality. else... its gonna be so chaotic.

so, i wish all these good cousins live life healthy, happy and i still love u guys in MY list!!

frustration news i had enough

2009-11-24T00:11:00.004+08:00

hmm...... i just heard some thing really disturb my feeling for few mins. and that's enough! because i dun wan to spoil my sleeping mood.

one of my colleague just got pulled to a flight. well, pretty much disaster for her though, and sorry to know about it and thank god im not the victim for this whole chaotic senario!

this whole conversation is just disturbing and disappointing plus frustration, all about the work culture and is unfair treatment and... let's make it short. we're the flying slave, no on bother about our safety, our feeling.....ohh, ya! we dont have feeling cos we are 'robot', and robot doesnt need to care for their safety issue as well... well, i guess that's what they see us huh... seriously i cant believed all this silly joke.

stories start with miss frustration got pulled for a 8 hours flight during weekend. basically it's all good, just a job though.

after the long and tired flight, miss F has to report to the briefing, some sort of notify these group of breifing officers, kind of 'hey guys, im here, so where's the allowance and key to the room' when u show your face and give your staff number at the counter.

hmmm......lemme detail the stories one by one.

guess what?! they didnt prepare her room, means she has to sleep no where. but finally she got a room from the rest house from another lady supposed to stay in for her duty. as i mentioned rest house...that's pretty not good sign. as far we know, that's basically nothing in the room besides dusty furniture.. can u imagine that? after a 8 hours flight, to be exact, pre- and post- flight about 12 hours atleast, my colleague she's tired and seriously not in a good mood when she knew they didnt prepare the room in the first place. and then she has a dusty room. she had to wash her make up, clean the room before getting her rest. i can imagine how exhausted and frustrated she was. so... is this right to treat a crew after her flight?? come on, we are no longer base in kuwait, that's not an excuse and brushed us off when we start to give suggestions.

now comes to allwance.....the guy at the briefing told miss F this : it's weekend, no one is working in the office. seriously, i wanna clap my hands if im there right in front of them. and blow my mouth for it. what a classic respond!! really miss all these crap!!

the day after that miss F went to the office. she met the big boss in charging the base. gave her opinion about the safety issue when the gals are having standby at mid night. do u know that the gals has to drive all the way from their home to the airport at 11pm and 4am back home by themselves?? they cant go with the disembark crew from the airport, which other base they can plus they follow the transport provided by the company back to hotel. and by the way, the company ONLY pay for the insurance if any thing happen while travelling with the transport company provided. hmmmm........so which means the base crew in malaysia we are not insured even though we are on the way to duty huh?? by the way, the company doesnt want to provide transport to the base crew because they said we have the transport allwance. ok, fine i understand the transport allowance, but i need the insurance. the safety issue!! plus...alone for gals during late night. ahemm.. seriously, its pretty crazy!! what if some one got unlucky?! they may be killed or raped!! i wonder, is it when things happened only they wanna take action?? so GOD, please be with the gals, so each and everyone will be safe till problem solved!

still, some one blamed the gals by staying too far, its our problem.. hahhaah, very funny...but, excuse me! this is not kuwait, its malaysia. the area is huge! even the airport it self is freaking big, at least 10 times bigger than the kuwait international airport! and dont keep on saying we have better benefits than other base crew. this is due to the government issue, our malaysia government protect us under the labour law. and i have no comment on other countries, i can only say im farking sorry they're not malaysian!! plus, the living cost in malaysia is higher than others, so dont freaking compare alright? and stop saying we paid better!!

and this 'better' and 'lucky' from your side is freaking annoying!! tell me what is better? and tell me what is lucky??!! when comes to allowance, is that better? NO! when comes to annual leaves, is that better? NO! when comes to work load, work nature, is that better? farking NO!!

so, if u wanna compare, please compare every thing, all possibilities, all sectors and all out come. not just pin pointing and said we are lucky! next time, talk when u think twice, filter it with your brain cells and talk logic, not non sense!

random dinner with cousins

2009-11-23T23:36:00.003+08:00

went to a chinese dinner with elder cousins at seremban home town....

well, this is the place i always love to have dinner besides malacca.

by the way, chinese is my fav! emm...... to be exact, nice chinese food is my fav! else, its so not gonna make my day, seriously! i will black list the restaurant damn fast.. hahha.

any how, the places that cousins brought me to always good place to eat out. YUM YUM!! im stuffed and every thing is nice and reasonable i bet. and thanks again cousins.

* crispy pork...!

life isn't that interesting..

2009-11-17T23:30:00.002+08:00

all these while i kept conviced myself that my life is freaking colourful.... insteresting plus it's gonna be full of joy and happiness. but it turns out dull and flat, in short, im bored!!

hmm.....well, it's pretty nice to stay home. and hang out with friends during the week end and work on duty when i'm on duty. that's life right?? ya i think so, but i started to feel duno how again. any way im not looking for dramatic and chaotic life style. so far i feel.... i'm not so important. hahah, my phone is not ringing, no sms, basically it's just a hand carry watch or may be alarm. LOL...that's why some times i don't bring along my cell when i go out for movie, dinner... etc

basically i ady called all the friends i wanna hang out, and we did. just once.. that's it. and no one bother to buzz me, and everyone started to get busy for living. sighh....

seriously, some times i chose to stay home because i'm kindda moody. i don't wan to keep calling friends and ask them, or may be beg them to go out for a drink. so... i'm all alone again even though i'm back to malaysia. pretty pathetic!!!

frankly, i don't know what i want and what i should do at the moment.

apu's Bday!

2009-11-17T17:14:00.004+08:00

went to hida's BD the other day at the new club, rootz. some sort of high class club?? i wonder. i was expecting some thing different since i heard alot from my fren about this new party place. but any way, im with the gals and i had fun, but the club.... hmm. i guess its all about alcohol and the person i hang out with, and of course the club not that cheapskate after all. but the service..... it takes u forever to get your drinks at the bar !!

as usual, dress up and hit the club with the gals once in a while after so long. dancing is a good exercise, i can stil feel the sore from muscles.... and thank god im not on duty these few days. and let's go out again gals..!

outfit of the day.......

the gals.................

can u see KL tower from here??!

the atmos inside the club... so crowded and conjested!

bastard onboard for CGK

2009-11-08T23:18:00.002+08:00

u know how i see those ZD all these while.... one word, bullshit!

operated another CGK recently, and every thing was fine except the turbulence that freak me out and the ZD cabin in-charge.

well, its common when the crew chat with each other. and u know what this so-hai ZD said to us in the transport. he said we Malaysian gal drawing the line between the kwi base crew and mys base crew.... ahemm, excuse me! who the hell u think u are! and how dare u interfere our conversation which is not related to work. ok, fine. the gals kept quiet and he acted smart on us and started to "lecture" us. said u gals just talk to each other in your language and didnt communicate with the kwi base crews...bla bla bla.....

actually i wanna said this to him: excuse me, as long as we answered the safety questions, do our job on board and follow the rules and that's it. u dont expect me or us to come and kiss your ass and talk to u alright, because u are not those kwi base which is my friend. im just a flight attendant that do my job, my job is not including entertain and talk to someone that i dont. just hi and bye, thank for the flight, team work during the flight that's it! there's no rules in the circular mentioned that i have to talk to other crew. i need to have peace of mind when i have the time to rest alright, so give me a break!!

these ZD they always selfish and just think about themselves... oh, did u ZD ever talk in english while chatting in the transport or even during flight?? NO! im the only SEA onboard some times and u guys dont even bother, so should i bother when u are the only one ?? and u get offended when u dont understand us?? by the way, i feel like an idiot when talk to ZD, u dont even have common sense nor general knowledge.. so why talk?? make me headache only when the ZD insisting their point of view and never accept others opinion or may be new idea... so better dont talk please! i feel sick after talking to u ZD.

hmm.... if u dont like the flight, so dont fly here and report sick in kwi alright!

me, me and myself

2009-11-03T23:39:00.004+08:00

some one told me once i have to take things easy.

some one told me once i have to take life easy.

some one told me once i don't have to be so tough on myself.

am i?? hmm...... im in disarray.

i believed im kindda out going, talkative, care about MY list of friends and family......umm... but, may be a little bit too lazy when comes to certain tasks/ issues. and too may be too mean and harsh towards certain people when i encounter some thing i feel uncomfortable with. so is that wrong?? im just me, i dun want to fake!

emm.... by the way, guys always after fake and plastic isn't it?? this is what i experienced. or they just vanished without keeping in touch, serious i wonder why, guess im too scary and look pretty ugly, plus they may be felt a shame when im around. hmmm.....what else? u tell me.

today is bored! although i went movie in the afternoon and still, i felt bored after i cook tom yam for dinner right after i went pasar malam [night market] with mom. i started to call some home town fren to hang out.... and non of them are available, due to work, some already slept....... sigh.. this job make me so odd.

since i cant go out, so........i started to sms. and guess what?? hahah, no response. NICE, serious!!

means from now on i dont have to give a fuck to any one any more huh?? means i dont have to be nice and offer my help or donate goods or money to ppl in need. some times i take things for granted doesnt means i dont return fav, just the fav is not immediate. emmm.....may be u guys duno me much... ya, who does any way.

well...thank you all for all these so i know myself better. and stop challenge my EQ alright?? bit emotional stress out currently!!

days in SEREMBAN

2009-11-02T15:38:00.002+08:00

Seremban is a small town, not even a city! just a town. i was born here, raised here and stayed here till my age of 18. then i leave home to college, university and work. 10 years later im back to this small town again. why so?? haha, because i think its better to stay with family. and due to my easy and low work load job, i can stay in seremban instead.

any way, seremban is developing, and still going. where i stay is a new area, and every thing is near, basically i hang out near the neighbourhood only!

well, i just wan to have a simple and no staying with strangers, no traffic, no jam, no stress!

hmm.. well, its kindda bored some times. but what to do, i chose to stay with parents. spend some time with mom and of course mom will take care of every thing. i have home cook dishes. NICE!

i do nothing at home actually, just online, watch TV, get some groceries from the mall, market, watch movie, some karaoke entertainment and go for good food with mom once a while wander around Kuala Lumpur and Petaling Jaya.

kindda lazy to go out far though, just wan to hang out near by. some times im sorry when i gave lame excuses eg. the weather is hot, actually im serious, its pretty hot and im sweating! i hate that. and its raining.... hmm, its true! always rain now days. haha; else its too late for me to drive home, unless u give me a ride! LOL, i go where ever u want when u give me a ride.

KU415 KUL-CGK

2009-11-02T14:42:00.004+08:00

30th to CGK, my first flight of the month OCT as well as the first flight as a operating crew from KUL to CGK. one whole month no work... isn't it cool. LOL. any way, this is my first time to CGK.. and it's far more lousy than i expected. seriously, i dislike every thing but i like the short flying hours and no layovers. in conclusion, I LOVE MY JOB. hehhe, who doesnt. low work load with the same money compare to those having tons of paper work working in the office.

basically, every thing is alright, pax is quiet, not demanding excepts some.. u know some ZD crap. those Caucasian still alright cos they're with indonesian wife. ahem..@ any way i just wanna have a safe and easy flight. this is what i wanna come back to malaysia although the wages is far more difference compare to kuwait. im fine with that cos i wan to regain my colourful life instead the dull and dead bored non social life style back in sand pit. crazy stupid, i wonder why i can cope with that. hmm.... guess money serious make me adapted to every thing.. hahha.

here some pix from the hotel for crew...

the way back from CGK.. wohoo, the weather was bad bad bad. thunder storm is the most scary part for me before landing. after gave my clearance and walked back to aft to take the crew seat. happily seating and waiting for landing.. suddenly a huge loud sound from the right side of the wing. damn! i so farking scared because the lighting hit the plane i believed so. told my colleague, dan i dont wish any thing bad happen, i still wanna go back to eat KFC from the KLIA airport! LOL

i started to have silence review, just in case any thing gonna happen. and started to tell GOD, please i wan to go back and have dinner every night with parents and party during week end when there's a night out else just wanna stay home and watch TV. im still young here..hahah, seriously i started to tell GOD im enjoying the simple life although its kindda bored back in home town, Seremban.

my blood pressure went slightly higher than usual and im still worried. 5 mins passed, thank God, nothing happen and no PA from Captain. good sign! and finally the chime of seat belt sign and no smoking sign, indicated the landing gear is ON. fuhh.... i cant wait to have a safe landing dude. and finally landed safely, and im clapping my hands! wohoooooo! we made it!

a day after, our interior CNN newsletter told us the aircraft still on ground, due to some technical problem. and it's from the lighting yesterday.. wau! what a crazy delay! almost 24 hours and 3 of my colleagues got pulled to operate the flight KUL-KWI. and once again, thank GOD, they didn't pull me on my day off. NO, thanks!

dim sum + IKEA

2009-10-29T23:11:00.006+08:00

went PJ with mom and aunt for a day cos wanna go for dim sum and IKEA for some stuffs.

u know, cant afford to have the custome made furniture so i have to go for those low price ikea furniture... wahhaha. but its good enough to fit into the room, at least look a little bit cosy and neat though.

the dim sum was okay, at least not bad. any way i ate good and full. so gonna have more and more dim sum soon... my fav breakfast other than the nasi lemak wrapped with banana's leaf.

here's the pix.. enjoy it!

this the classic "siew mai"
this is nice.....

IKEA.... hm. a place to spend on house again. seriously dislike to go here actually, every time seems like so many things suit the house cos its handy and save place. hahah.

any way thanks to cousin brother and fren that gave me a ride on the way going and back home. thanks alot!

first week back to Malaysia....

2009-10-29T21:05:00.001+08:00

Finally im back to Malaysia… for good? umm, not very sure its gonna be good forever or.. may be some thing happen later and I need to change my plan.

quite a lot of things to do once I arrived home. any how almost settle, which is good news though.

Started to contact some friends…. some but not all, cos kindda malas. may be I missed of some, but what so ever man, janji will see each other one day. i just wan to finish get all the things done then I can start relax and lepak with u guys ya. don’t you worry, sooner or later we will meet up.

so far I met few closed friend from home town, hang out of course. I love to drink, talk and relax! I had fun, thank you guys. and most important is you qaD, a very good friend from the north. you always my favorite, do u know that.. haha. miss u buddy, a lot!

And thanks for calling… finally u have time to call up although I sent u a message few days ago. Serious appreciate that, and I see u next month in Kuala Lumpur with your wife! Right here waiting for u buddy, cant wait to crap talk with u once again! Always make me laugh a lot like before!

kwan in KUL

2009-10-28T20:35:00.004+08:00

one of my fav senior colleague from kuwait came on a flight.

i went to meet her, cos i memang like to hang out with her bit cos she's my chill kaki when im doing the JFK flight. she's cool enough to chat and go out for a drink.

well, i met her on the weekend, brought her to star hill to check out some restaurants as well as pavilion. since she needs to be a vegetarian at this particular moment. so i didnt bring her all the meat fav i love to eat.

and we went lepak a while for the clothes and shoes for the night outing. although its bored, but i had fun. sorry to u kwan, i guess just after new year and the clubs bit quiet on weekend. so we do it again next time ya.

day 2, all the way to bukit jalil just wanna her to try the laksa.... who knows, it closed. hmm...... where to eat!! aa, we ended up at old town white coffee for laksa and i strongly recommended her my fav egg tarts near by. and thank god she loves it.

ok kwan, promised me u come again to malaysia and i will bring u more good food when u are not vegetarian ya.

dubai with sweet heart

2009-10-23T18:16:00.011+08:00

what a wonderful trip to dubai... wohoo! i had fun, serious. and thanks dear..!

and thanks to the company that approved my last minute emergency leaves before i go back Malaysia for good.

basically i didnt shop for this trip... amazing huh?! hahha, ya. not even a single accessories for myself.

i spent most of the time sleeping, and out dining plus drinking with Dec. and of course get to met Petra for lunch. and you Kyennie, u came to Dubai and i didnt know that.. wahhaha. and we were in the same mall on the same day! but its's okay, gonna meet u soon.

some places we went.... we means im going out with some one to these places.. wahaha!

here go some pix in the album....

vodka for the breakfast morning juice...and the rest of the days
the local note and coins..

chilling while surfing the net... just an excuse to drink.. i like.
the view near the apartment...on my way to the walk at the beach
my dinner.... yum yum!

beach side party.. sort of.

nice view from jumeirah..

this is wow.. but i dare not look down! thank you for taking this pix.. hahha

the hotel, bur al-arab

burj dubai... the tallest building in 2010...

my surprise trip by you... hahha, nice!

the wooden ship near dubai museum...

sunset view while we walk back to the parking

cool place.. neos at the address

fountain at dubai mall.... view from neos. its very cool..... !

the address next to dubai mall....

and many thanks to you hon, to make the efford spending time and took me out..that's really nice, and seriously appreciate that. i had great fun and moment with you sweet and i see u in Malaysia or some where in the world very soon.

i though i found it.....

2009-10-15T22:24:00.005+08:00

emm.. serious what a surprise moment ever! shock* to be exact!!

i thought i found it... and seems... its like bubble again! damn damn damn.. i wanna scream and i wanna cry! but its okay..! nothing can kill me, not this time!

ya... i look tought and strong that's why i got all this huh. because u guys think im gonna be fine and i can handle it.. ya sooooo farking right!!! and u guys go and pay sympathy to someone looks/ acting weaker. i want to act weak too..... i wan to show im really weak inside okay! why i never have a chance???? damn farking not fair!!

arggggghh!! i hate this feeling...

seriously, is it something wrong with me?? what's going wrong here?

mrs. khoo_ part 2

2009-10-06T06:18:00.005+08:00

time really can changed soome one perception, especially mine. when im young, im naive and im not understanding. i blamed every thing, and wonder why im not as lucky as others... but of course i kept my feeling inside myself. u know, just keep quiet and feeling frustrated all the time and always faught with mom, almost every morning before the transport came. and of course we still fight over silly stuff some times... but now days seems like im the one keep nagging non stop... LOL

any way, mom poses a very good personality. happy go lucky and always sastified with her life. so God is great, although she has tons of problems, but she still look young and good. mom once told me, the more u suffer, more u get in return. umm. okay mom.

talk about the poor days... that's crazy! money never enough. she has to go here and there to get some financial help. i believed everyone start to avoid our family after few 'financial rescue' hahahhha. any way, there's also a few cousins they are understanding and.... they help alot. im sincerely thankful about it. why i mention just she... because mom always do the shyte work, what u expect from a man in the family?? any way, i have no comment about it. ever since iu started to be understanding. i do appreciate mom after what she been through in her life.

one story mom told me which i still remember since young. that's really touching and i do appreciate what this aunt did to mom.

money is a huge issue for our family.. due to, this and that. hahha. imagine just RM50 can make a big difference. no kidding! one of mom sis she's always nice to mom. when ever she's gonna leave the country, all the local currency will give it to mom to help her in the monthly expenses. so, can u imagine this kind of financial help really make a difference for the month though. and thank you aunt cos u really kind and sincere to mom.

any way, this is just part of the chaotic stories. im still fine with that... haha, cos serious no big deal. always certain relatives there for us along the way by helping us out. may be our family toooooo pity and they felt sympathy. dont worry guys, i know u guys never expect any thing in return cos u all are good people.

and one thing i really enjoy doing it again and again is scared her.. haha. her reaction is just funny!! mom get freak out easily when i started to put pressure on her. some times i just cant help it, just want to make her worried and feel a little bit of stress. mom always take things easy, so easy. till i cant stand the way she's too relax when i want ASAP. so i have my way to force her to go a little bit faster....hurry up mom!! heheh, im farking mean, i know that. if i dont get respond from her side for sure i will start calling, else my friends will call her to check what's going on... hahahah. its pretty funny the other day, just to call what's going on and she started to report her schedule to my bestie who called up... kekekkke. i guess she got freak out abit. when im in Malaysia i always call to check on her when im not around, asked what's going on, what is she doing, and what did she eat for dinner. now even im not there, my fren will call her when im on MSN with bestie, im pretty sure mom thinks im nenek siot! like crazy body guard, or may be over caring psyco daughter.

last trip back to Malaysia mom was with me, u cant imagine how many times i called her when she's on her way to KUL by KTM.. heheh. and she's smart enough to sms me the day she left KUL by the time she reached SBN. hahaha, am i putting too much pressure on her?? hmmm.. i dun think so. cos im very worried about her now days, i dont wan any heart attack news about her. cos she's very important to me now.. emm.. money comes second. hahahhaha. well it depends, no money how to give her better living. serious i wish i could print money.. where the hell is my Alladin? i want to make my wish!

few days back, sms-ing with mom is some thing which i will do often compare to others. mom always thank me and brother for this and that, serious i wonder she's so formal though, may be this is what the chinese said: some one with good heart they always be thankful, and they show how grateful they are, because the have nothing to give in return, except love, caring and sincerity. which money cant buy.... for sure.

this time i told mom she doesnt have to say thanks to me or brother. because she deserves the best from us though not luxury way. heheh. and always have to think positive and always think she's some one special for us. if wanna thank us, she should take good care of herself for us, her health and her safety.

so mami dear, i see u soon in Malaysia and let's hang out again.

im a RM 18 baby

2009-10-04T06:06:00.003+08:00

mom was telling me some stories when she's young the other day... and its pretty interesting instead of hearing some sort of.... hmm, which is bored. ahah

any way, mom said now days every thing is expensive, transportation, medicals, insurance.. etc. mom said 28 years ago, when she has her first labour, at Seremban general hospital. the 3 days at hospital, medication, dressing, etc cost RM18 ONLY. imagine, RM 18 for 18 years later can buy.....i duno what can i buy. aaa... 4 packs of nasi lemak.

as compare to today's labour fee in the hospital... the cost is really crazy. what i heard from my ex colleague, she had it done at the private hospital, which cost her about RM7K. well, it depends she wants it natural way, Caesarean section, pain killer injection to ease the labour pain... etc. its about 400 times cost difference as compare to before. bit crazy huh,, i think so!

weight gaining Kuala Lumpur flight

2009-10-03T02:42:00.015+08:00

finally.... i went to back to Malaysia!! food and beverages is my aims for this trip after so long. and thanks to everyone that i spent time with, especially mom for sure. always there for me and always help me in all the small house hold stuffs. actually staying with parents is the best although its kindda no privacy. but it's all good for me so far.

time is limited, so i didnt get to sleep much and my health situation is just go wild for a bit. but it's okay, Edison the great inventor once said you can rest as much as u want after life... LOL. he actually mentioned that or what?

once back to KL, my high school mate gave me a ride back home town, so i dont have to bring my heavy baggage by train. thanks!! i do appreciate that and still....you're sincere i know that. and thanks again.

once reached home, unpacking and sorted the gifts for relatives. and called aunt for dinner... as usual. it's a MUST to do every time i got back home, else im gonna face disaster situation if i dont. work done and i can go for the nest outing with mom early in the morning for nice authentic breakfast at the wet market food court and some raw food shopping.

in order to eat this rice noodles with pork and squid, i have to wake up at 5am local time.
by the way, can u see mom in the pix???

once settle mom's shopping for this coming weekend mid-autumn festival with brother fee, it's time for me to leave home town by train with my huge luggage back to KL for some groceries shopping for colleagues and myself in kuwait..

mid autumn traditional snacks

Heineken, my fav beer, and lemme introduce you my bestie Chardonnay.

and thanks to mr wooi, bro fee friends back in KL to bring me out for good food and i got to chill out bit.. wauu.. love it! and u have fun in your Bangkok trip boy.. *wink

some chinese cooking from restaurant.. yummy!

nice place to chill, thanks alot!

mom was here with me the other day, when the company decided to move the crew from Traders Hotel to cheapo Crown Plaza Mutiara. no comment about it, just cheapo customer service i would say. any way, i just wanna bring mom around and spend some time instead doing the routine stuffs, which i can always do it after wards. movie, dim sum breakfast, facial [thanks again cousin] and met up with connie and her cutie pies! naughty actually! u watch out benny boy!

chinese dim sum, my fav..... NICE!

nice chinese dinner with consins.... which i really love now days.. its's great to hang out cos kindda stress free. and benny boy serious cute plus naughty..but i like! thanks for the night connie, i see u soon.

the next morning...... what else, let's eat good for breakfast! i took mom to the famous street for food at the golden triangle near hotel by sky train, so call monorail.

rice noodles soup with fish and toufu; pork porridge with fried yao zar guai

after breakfast, we started wander around the area, Petronas twin tower@ KLCC and Pavilion for food, movie and coffee break again...and some pix around the area and met Joe for lunch with mom. and hey, u better dont gimme rain cheque again, will punch your face this time for sure if u didnt take me for the grill seafood back home.

nasi lemak the 'star' from Malaysia. [fig 2]

this is really cool, due to the Indian Deepavali, the mall are putting up the Kolam art on the floor. all these is fixed with coloured rice. really amazing isn't it??

ecosystem true colour

2009-09-27T03:14:00.003+08:00

what i've seen and experienced so far........ okay, may be u guys may say i'm not old enough to say this..... and may i ask, who the hell are u to judge me??

well, age doesn't matter actually.. some in their 50++, they don't look wise to me. still farking naive. and some still acting smart just because they're the elder, supposed wiser.. ahem, ya right! damn right! and some pretty young, younger than me acting smart and trying to behave like an aldult too... em, it's fine with me. what so ever actually.

seriously i got a little up set, actually i shouldn't be. u know, im just a human being, i have feeling and i have emotion, of course my mood will be affected although i know it's stupid to put myself in that situation.... well, any way...duno how to express that in words. just a feeling that i cant get rid of easily.

friends close to me got me up set, why?? may be i care too much. or may be i hate the feeling being ignorant... ya, i think this is the word. i dont have much attention. i dont want to be popular among friends, but i do need some attentions, actually attention is kind of caring from others.. i supposed so.

when i totally gave up on certain friends.... why so??
because i dont want friends that always dont have time for me, ignore, and dont even send me msg nor emails.

guys, actually u can do it for free by facebook, msn, friendster, hotmail, yahoo mail or may be yahoo messenger. this show how sincere u are towards a friend, why the hell im the one always doing all these?? because im damn free is it? excuse me, i can be busy too. so, i dont want to do all these keep in touch first any more. because i dont want to feel up set when i dont get a msg in return.

so, why should i be the one to standby, be there? i do so to sincere friends eg. my dearly from north, my dearly from singapore, etc. i can standby for them, because they're sincere enough. and im willing to do it for them.

so, dont judge me or blame me for not caring.. let's think over, who doesn't.
by the way, is busy a farking excuse??? if that so, i'm busy too, plus im not interested anymore, so fark it else start to be sincere mate. it's my turn to choose whether i want to keep you in my friend list.

you're deleted...

2009-09-23T19:18:00.003+08:00

i wonder why i'm keeping all these silly friends....

and i'm totally dont feel any thing or good towards you guys any more. plus you no longer in my friend list, because i just deleted your emails, your mesaages, your contact and you!! and im farking serious this time, i guess no point being friends any more, i felt you all took me for granted and totally not sincere! so, don't mess with me any more. and i'm totally dislike stranger male species too which trying to act smart now days. so, you, you, and you can F@UK off and get lost! out of my sight.... i damn farking hate to see annoying retards nor communicate with cow!

what ever it is, i dont give a damn, and i dont farking care what ever you all gonna say. because i just deleted you all which i think it's not worth to be friends. wasting my time, i prefer go parties than entertain boring shit! so out of my way and get lost!!

EID in kuwait 2009

2009-09-23T03:27:00.004+08:00

i had a wonderful and some fun during Eid in Kuwait. thanks to Dec and the routine standby and days off for me to enjoy a wonderful Eid celebration instead.

well, nothing much in Kuwait for sight seeing. its a dead city actually. but, if u enjoy coffee and shi-sha, u came to the right place. u can drink and smoke every where u go, airport, shopping mall, its a smoking heaven for smokers. and too little too late when i knew u like shi-sha. plus we didnt go coffee much, hehhe...sorry about that dear.

the first day was nice, windy and dry. good to walk around after dinner.

but the humidity and the heat for the rest of the days.... its really disaster! it drains your brain too, u felt tired and sticky all over. damn the humid weather before winter!

we went to some places, and some didnt due to the public holiday. the museum is closed, the malls closed for few hours, the liberation tower closed..... and what left??!! hahah....nothing much actually.

any way, i seriouly impressed by you, the dinner you took me the other day. it's really amazing. what a real good experience to dine inside an antique wooden ship! i love it. thanks alot!

by the way, i really felt sorry about all these culture and conservative system in Kuwait. so im gonna treat you a great trip when you visit Malaysia next year. every thing gonna be fun, good experience, you will love Malaysia for sure. emm.... make sure you're with me, else you will not love Malaysia that much *wink wink

dearest old friend from NORTH

2009-09-18T01:19:00.005+08:00

hey you... hahah. how many times i blog about u?? i forgot!!

u are the sweetest hearty pie in my life, thanks god i met u since teenager.
u are funny, u are smart, u are kind and u rich but humble!! i like your personality alot, and happy for u cos u found hui ling. im so gonna miss u, like some one sharing my toy! my playmate! wahaaha.

and u never forget me, that's good! that's why i love u more and more. because u are caring and lovely to me, and u really spare your time for me when i called at the wrong timing. i do appreciate that.

every time when u about to leave the conversation, when u said " dont miss me qaD" damn u almost make me cry, because i really miss u and its difficult to catch u on the right time.

seriously, how i wish u stay nearby in the neighbourhood. but its alright dear, i see u soon in malaysia! love u qaD!!