hmm... wanna say thanks again to those always with me. especially those in MY list, online chat buddy as well. xie xie !!
serious i do appreciate what u guys did for me lately, although can't be with me in real, but it's good enough to have u gals and guys chatting with me..
well, as i mentioned to some of u, my recent social life turns out wasn't that cool. but it's all good now. u know me, i rebounced faster than before. basically every time the down cast moody chaotic depression emotions subsides rate getting higher. i was pretty amazed actually. emmm.....may be i'm getting used to this kind of situations?? hahahha, damn rotten luck i guess. but it's ok, i know GOD is testing my patient again and AGAIN. ^_^
and, u guys were right, and still truthful !!
i memang heart sick when i do good to some one. being caring and lovely plus courteous is totally a fool. [umm, or may be not.] my heart serious cracked this time, and mentally stress out for this silly reason. hahaha, i'm pretty sure it will crack again cos i always soft hearted towards certain new situation. hahah, so basically i learnt from mistake and the same mistake won't happen again. hmm, but for new situation.. hmm, i'm not so sure. may be i will kena again.. LOL, damn it!!
grr.... i memang treasure friendship, too bad some are not. i can't do any thing about it right? since i already did my best. may be some of u said i should try harder. frankly speaking, i did! those they always with me, they understanding. that's enough for me. love u gals and guys. or may be guys.. heheh.
thank you all for restoring my positive thinking and perception by giving me tons of compliments and support. which i dont feel that bad and lousy any more right now. and thank you too say my EQ is improving and getting into next level. love that alot.. kekke. love u guys! both of u are great and steady ! *hugss