emm.. rainy days? yeah, i know, this is the season.
dont feel like going out, exactly. and its not that fun to go out any more i guess. but i still love the music and party life.. hehe. too bad... not much chance of doing it though. why so? because every where is the same mann, same culture! dead bored!! i miss the lay over party life.......grrrrr!!
thought of comin back malaysia can regain my social life...hahah, damn it man, seriously not wat i want from wat i have planned! sitting at home to write my blog.. hahha, i duno i should laugh or some thing else. cry?? no, not going to do that. NO NO NO.
some times when i checked my phone list.. who should i call?? married, married, got gf ady, this one busy with bf, this one busy with kids...basically NO ONE. hmm, i think better stay home. and hmmm.....from i see now, certain friends seriously not sincere, they come to you is to sell u some thing, else they wil not give a damn to me after that....and for certain.. hmmmmmm. sigh, i duno, life is cruel and we are in a realistic and material world. so...better dont expect so much!
well, so lemme enjoy my time alone, eat good to love myself once a while, and also be damn cheapskate when i wan to be frugal. LOL. buy some thing a little bit expensive to indulge myself when i wanna love myself more, and be stingy on myself when im a little broke.. hehehe. and go movies or some outing when i feel like it with little cousin may be......... and wat else ah? emmmmm.....just go with my mood of the day!!
call me if u have problem with that, hehhe !! wohooo, i do enjoy my life right now although its a little boring.